He thought of the mutual liking that had sprung up between them--of
their many pleasant interchanges of ideas and experiences--their
reminiscences of the Great Wild West, gone over together many a time
during the cheerful evening meal--and how these things had carried him
back to the life and spirit of adventure of his own youth. He thought
of the unfortunate man now plunged in ruin and despair, and the picture
thus conjured up moved and distressed him more than he cared to own.
During the few months of their acquaintance he had accurately read
Roland Dorrien's character, and now felt pretty certain that it was not
of the sort to gain by such a blow as this last. He remembered
remorsefully the dark, reckless face as he had last seen it, full of
impatience, resentment and stormy passions, and knew too well that the
owner of that face was not the man to accept misfortune as a thing to
rise superior to and over-rule to his own ultimate good. No! for him he
feared the worst.
Then his eye fell once more upon the enclosure. He took it up
thoughtfully. It was not strange that the writer should have sent it to
him first instead of forwarding it direct by post, but the act was
highly creditable to Dorrien's sense of honour. He conveyed a covert
hint, too, in the letter to himself that they would probably never meet
again. It was all terribly sad, and now with characteristic
scrupulosity the rector blamed himself severely for unnecessary
harshness. Yes, he had been hard and unfeeling in that interview. The
poor fellow was now overwhelmed in the bitterness of his ruin, to an
extent which he was too proud to show, and desperate. He was a man of
little or no religion, consequently a man without hope--and thus
thinking, a warm wave of pity swept over the old priest's heart. Could
nothing be done for this lonely, uncared-for wanderer--nothing to raise
him from where he had gone down beneath the rising tide of adverse
fortune? Yes--it could and it should. He would go himself and seek him
out and convey to him that he was not without friends; nor would he
confine himself only to words of sympathy and friendship, but would
think what offer of material aid he could make. Ah! but--would it be
accepted? The man was proud. A man who had deliberately put away such
a position as Roland Dorrien had done would be difficult to deal with.
And for the first time it struck him that he had made far too light of
that affair, and the conviction began to dawn upon him, that come what
might, do reconciliation would ever take place now between General
Dorrien and his son. And what would become of the latter? Again and
again the rector's sensitive conscience smote him. Had he been a little
less decisive in refusing his consent--had he left the other some ground
for hope, it might be the saving of him now--might act as an incentive
to him to rise above his troubles. Yes--he must see what could be done,
and that without loss of time.
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