Rising with an effort from his bed, Roland proceeded to dress himself,
with infinite difficulty, for he felt wretchedly weak and dazed. Then
at the picture which his distorted and cracked mirror presented him
with, he fairly started. His beard, which he had allowed to grow at
will since his misfortunes, was now plentifully streaked with grey, and
with such alarming suddenness had this come about that he stared at his
reflected face in amazement. Then he remembered with sardonic
bitterness that this circumstance would yet further aid his plans. Who
would recognise him now?
It was afternoon when he sallied forth. With a pang he missed his
attached companion, and his sense of loneliness seemed enhanced tenfold.
The short winter day was already closing in, and a keen north-easter,
wafting particles of sleet from the black and riftless sky, chilled him
to the bone. Anything, though, rather than remain longer in the
frightful depression of his dingy rooms.
The dark sky and the winter gloom struck him as an earnest of what life
was to be henceforth. The pinched and sour expression on the
countenance of the British public struggling in the teeth of the biting
north-easter, reflected aptly the attitude of the world towards him who
is irrevocably down. Nothing was above a certain value--not even life,
for may not life itself be held on terms too hard?
His wanderings had brought him to Charing Cross, and walking a little
way up the Strand he turned into a well-known tavern to dine. Then it
occurred to him that he might as well look out a certain train.
But the A.B.C. time-table, requisite for this purpose, was not among the
resources of the establishment.
"Where can I get one, then?" he asked.
"We can send out for one, sir," said the waiter.
"Then do."
Not till an hour had passed was the A.B.C. put into his hands.
"Why the devil have you been so long about it?" he asked, rendered
irritable by the fatigue and excitement of the day, as he snatched it in
eager haste, and his hands trembled as he turned over the leaves.
"What the devil are you staring at now?" he cried, looking up and
meeting the glance of the waiter, who was watching him curiously. The
man muttered a word of apology and hastened away.
At length he found the train he wanted, put a mark against it, and
turned down the corner of the page. Then he fell into a profound
reverie. Suddenly he started up, paid his bill and hurried away.
"Tom," said the waiter who had attended on him, hailing a colleague.
"See that cove just gone out?"
"Yes."
"Should you know him again?"
"Swear to him anywhere," was the laconic reply.
"'E's a queer 'un. Look. 'E's left his time-table that he kicked up
such a blessed row about gettin'. Wonder where 'e's a-goin'. Look
'ere, it's turned down and marked."
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