"Poor dear father will be so horribly frightened. Roland, how soon can
we go to him?" she asked faintly.
He made no reply at first. The question had called back his thoughts to
the hard world again, to such as he more pitiless than the billows from
which they had miraculously escaped, colder than the chill wind which
whistled through the great dark vault. The exile's soul was bitter
within him again. They two had gone down into the Valley of the Shadow
of Death together, and had emerged thence, only to be parted once more.
"It will not be safe to go from here--until they find us," he replied.
"But only think of the relief your father will experience when he finds
you are safe! Why, it'll be worth while going through the suspense he
is in at the present moment. While I--"
He checked himself. No words could depict the awful desperation which
lay upon this man's soul at that dark hour. All his hopes in this life
were dead--his very life itself was forfeited, could be claimed at any
moment--and in the next he had little, if any, belief--certainly no
hope. Why had the sea spared him, why had it not taken them both
together, or, at any rate, him? Why was he not lying at rest for ever
far beneath the tossing billows--beyond the reach of the storms and
whirlwinds of this wretched life? Was he spared to eke out an accursed
existence? Could there be any truth in the old story of Cain? He
remembered it as one of the sacred teachings which had been instilled
into his infantile mind with all the accompaniments of rod and task-room
and unbending severity, and which he had since scouted, in common with
other like stories, as a mere childish legend. "A wanderer on the face
of the earth." Ah, but then his sentence had begun before he had earned
it. The curse of Cain had been upon him before he had committed Cain's
crime. And why had the temptation and opportunity been so thrust upon
him? He had gone out that fatal night perfectly devoid of harmful
intent--not so much as a thought of it, indeed, had entered his head.
He had returned a murderer.
Then a horrid thought came over him. What if the purpose for which he
had been brought to this spot was not, after all, accomplished? What
might not the terrible sea yield up? That face with its look of awful
despair, upon which he had so pitilessly gazed in the wan moonlight, as
it sank into the black abyss--how could he bear its unearthly look now,
should it suddenly appear before him with glassy, upbraiding eyes, and
features hideous from the effects of its long immersion? Even as this
thought struck him he descried something floating in the water--
something long and dark, like a human form. Great God--it was terrible!
A cold perspiration broke out all over him as, with a dilated stare, he
watched the awful object. What could it be, swaying helplessly
backwards and forwards on the ebbing surge? Then it disappeared.
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