"Darling?" she exclaims softly. "There is something I want to say to
you, and I don't quite know how to say it; however, I must try. I have
been thinking so much lately whether you are not making a great
mistake--whether I have any right to let you risk your future, whether
it would not have been much better for you had we never met. Wait--
don't interrupt--let me say all, it's difficult enough, Heaven knows.
Why should you imperil your interests and perhaps be for ever separated
from others you love--and all for me? Why should I bring sorrow upon
you? Roland, darling, think well of what I say. Remember it is not too
late now. The day may come when you will look back upon this sweet--
this beautiful time"--a quiver in her voice--"with nothing but
bitterness. What then?"
Has her love for him at its climax given her a sudden and magical
insight into the future? Is the time coming when he will remember her
prophetic words--but their fulfilment, it may be, in a different sense
to that in which they are uttered?
"What then?" is the vehement reply. "Only this, that--that"--(the
strong, cool-headed man finds himself helplessly stuttering)--"that this
understanding of ours--delicious as it is to have it all to ourselves--
must become public property to-morrow. You must never be in a position
to say such things to me again."
"Oh, my darling! I am only thinking of you and your happiness." Then,
with a warm rush of feeling: "Can such a day as this ever come again in
a lifetime? It is very foolish of me, but I have a presentiment that
there is trouble before us, and that even now it would be better for you
had we never met. I want you to do nothing in a hurry. Better to
wait--to go on as we are--than to risk your prospects for me."
He finds no great difficulty in reassuring her as they sit there in
their golden lotus-dream, with all the glories of earth and air
spreading around them. The busy world lies far beneath; here, silence
and the evensong of birds, and the flood of dazzling sheen on the purple
sea, as the sun dips down nearer and nearer to his liquid bed. Just
then, in silvery chimes, distant yet clear, the bells of Wandsborough
steeple ring out the Angelus.
Then they descend the heather-clad slope, and make their way through the
dewy, silent fields. And now a great orb of fire touches the farther
edge of the glowing sea, tingeing it blood-red, and the horizon is all
aflame. A passing gleam, as a ray from an enchanted world, strikes
broadly over hill and lea, then fades, leaving the earth in shadow, and
the fragrant breaths of gathering night fall thickly around. There is a
scent as of crushed roses in the air, and the grass is already wet with
dew. The distant bark of a sheep-dog from an upland farm, the lowing of
kine wending their way to the milking yard, the whistle of the reapers
leaving their labour--only these sounds breaking musically now and again
upon this stillness of rural peace.
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