England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
"It's with you to bring it about or to prevent it."
"No!" she cried, rising to her feet in the agonised strain of her
heart--"no, no! That's a lie--a lie! On your head be it! Ah, but perhaps
it would be best for him! God knows, perhaps it would be best!"
"So I think," said Grantley quietly. "And you accept that?"
"No, I acknowledge no responsibility--not a jot."
"Well, leave the question of responsibility. But it's your will that
this shall happen sooner than that you should leave this man?"
"Sooner than that I should come back to you, that life of ours begin
again, and Frank grow up to a knowledge of it!"
"And it's my will, sooner than that he should grow up to a knowledge of
how his mother ended it. That's settled then?"
"It's no bargain!" she protested fiercely. "You have settled it."
"But it is settled?" he persisted.
"If you do it, may God never pardon you!"
"Perhaps. But you know that it is settled?"
She made no answer.
"You can't deny that you know. So be it."
He faced her for a moment longer; her figure swayed a little, but she
stood her ground. She was not beaten down. And she knew the thing was
settled, unless by chance, at the last, pity should enter Grantley's
heart. But she did not believe pity could enter that heart; he had never
shown her that there was a way.
The smile rested still on Grantley's face as he regarded his wife. She
looked very beautiful in her fierce defiance, her loathing of him, her
passionate protest, her refusal to be beaten down, her facing of the
thing. She had a fine spirit; it did not know defeat or cravenness. She
was mad with her ideas. Perhaps he was mad with his. And the ideas
clashed--with ruin to her life, and his, and the child's. But she did
not bow her head any more than he would bend his haughty neck.
"At least you have courage," he said to her. "It is settled. And now
I'll say good-bye and go. I'll interrupt you no more."
It was his first taunt of that kind. It seemed to pass unheeded by
Sibylla; but young Blake's face turned red, and he clenched his hands;
but not in anger. A wave of horror passed over him. He would not
interrupt longer what his coming had interrupted--that was what Grantley
Imason meant. He would leave them to themselves while he went back alone
to his home, and there found the sleeping child. But the idea of
that--the picture of the one house and the other--was too fearful. How
could the two bear to think of that? How could they stand there and
decide on that? It was unnatural, revolting, alien from humanity. Yet
they meant it. Blake doubted that no more, and the conviction of it
unmanned him. He had been prepared for scandal, he had been ready to
risk his life. Those things were ordinary; but this thing was not.
Scandal is one thing, tragedy another. This grim unyielding pair of
enemies threw tragedy in his appalled face. It was too much. A groan
burst from his lips.
"My God!" he moaned.
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