England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
"Oh, well, one can always forget them again," she said.
"With the proper assistance," he agreed, smiling. "And after all she's
very accommodating. If you do what she wants, she doesn't care a hang
about your private reasons."
"I call that unscrupulous," Christine objected.
"Oh, yes, the most immoral old hussy that ever was!" he laughed. "I love
her for that. In her matrimonial advertisement the woman is always rich,
beautiful, and amiable!"
"And the man handsome, steady, and constant!"
"So we pay the fees--and sometimes get the article."
"Sometimes," said Christine. "Of course we always suit the description
ourselves?"
"A faith in one's self--secure, impregnable, eternal--is the one really
necessary equipment."
"So you've found?"
"Don't be personal--or penetrating, Christine. The forms of faith
vary--the faith remains."
Christine looked up at him again. Something in her eyes made him pat her
lightly on the shoulder.
"Oh, it's all very well," she murmured in rueful peevishness, "but I
shan't be able to stand too much happiness here."
"Think of the others," he advised, "and you'll regain the balance of
your judgment."
To think of the others was decidedly a good thing. Reason dictated the
survey of a wider field, the discovery and recognition of an average
emerging from the inequalities. The result of such a process should be
either a temperate self-satisfaction or a clear-sighted resignation; you
would probably find yourself not much above nor much below the level
thus scientifically demonstrated. But the ways of science are not always
those of the heart, and that we are less miserable than some people is
not a consolation for being more unhappy than others--least of all when
the happy are before our eyes and the wretched farther off. Neither the
preacher of Grantley's doctrine nor its hearer was converted. Grantley
still wanted the best, and Christine, asking nothing so very great, was
the more aggrieved that she was denied even what she demanded.
Kate Raymore's day came. Only Jeremy accompanied the family to meet the
boat. Kate said they would want somebody to bustle about after the
luggage. In truth, Jeremy seemed to her already as one of her own house.
But he did not seem so to himself. Eva had been very wayward, full of
admiration for Mr. Mallam, and on the strict defensive against Jeremy's
approaches. He was so distressed and puzzled that he might have
comforted even Christine Fanshaw, and that he was in fact exceedingly
bad company for anybody. But the party did not ask for conversation. A
stillness fell on them all as they waited for the boat, Kate clasping
her husband's arm tight while her eyes were fixed on the approaching
ship.
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