England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
A pale frail old student with the hands of a labouring man--that was her
first impression of Mumples' husband. He had the air of remoteness from
the world and of having done with the storms of life which comes to men
who have lived many years in a library; his face was lined, but his eyes
calm and placid. Only those incongruous hands, with their marks of toil,
hinted at the true story. He spoke in a low voice, as though it might be
an offence to speak loud; his tones were refined and his manner
respectful and rather formal. It was evidently unsafe to make any parade
of sympathy with Mumples--she was near breaking-point; but the exchange
of a glance, on which Sibylla ventured, showed that her agitation was of
joy and satisfaction. Evidently the meeting had disappointed the worst
of her fears and confirmed the dearest of her hopes.
"I have to thank you, madame," the old man said, "for the great kindness
you and your family have shown to my wife during my absence."
"We owe her far more than she owes us. I don't know what we should have
done without her."
"The knowledge that she had good friends did much to enable me to endure
my absence," he went on. "She's looking well, is she not, madame? She
appears to me less changed than I had thought possible."
Sibylla could not resist another quick glance at Mumples.
"And I haven't seen her for ten years."
He paused and looked at Sibylla in a questioning way.
"Don't worry any more about that, Luke," said Mrs. Mumples with her hand
on his shoulder. "You knew what suited you best. What was the good of my
coming, if it wasn't to be a comfort to you."
"It was selfish of me, madame; but you've no idea what it is to be
in--in such circumstances as I was. I've been unfortunately a man of
quick temper, and I couldn't trust myself in all cases. I got beside
myself if I was reminded of the outside world--of all I was losing--how
the years went by--of my wife, and the home and the life I might have
had. It was because I loved her that I wouldn't see her----"
"Yes, yes, I'm sure of that," said Sibylla hastily.
"But it was selfish, as love sometimes is, madame. I ought to have put
her first. And I never thought what it would mean to her when I did what
brought me to that place. Well, I've paid for it with my life. They've
taken my life from me."
"You've many years before you, dear," whispered Mrs. Mumple.
"I have so few behind me," he said. "They've blotted out two-thirds of
my life. Looking back on it now, I can't see it as it was. It seems
long, but very empty--a great vacant space in my life, madame."
"Ah, but you've your home and your dear wife now--and we shall all be
your friends."
How dull and cold her words seemed! Yet what else was there to say in
face of the tragedy?
"I'm deeply grateful to her and to Heaven; but I--I have nothing left.
It seems to me that the years have taken everything."
Mrs. Mumple put her hand down to his worn hand and caressed it.
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