“But if I promised not to offend again, why should you deny me your
acquaintance?”
“Because I don’t believe you.” She was getting nearer the door, and as
she put her hand behind her and touched the knob, the wild terror she
had felt, lest he should reach it first and prevent her escape, left
her. “You are treating me like a child that doesn’t know its own mind,
or has none to know. You are laughing at me—playing with me; you have
shown me that you despise me.”
He actually laughed. “Well, you’ve shown that you are not afraid of me.
Why are you not afraid?”
“Because,” she answered, and she dealt the blow now without pity, “I’m
engaged,—engaged to Mr. Libby!” She whirled about and vanished through
the door, ashamed, indignant, fearing that if she had not fled, he
would somehow have found means to make his will prevail even yet.
He stood, stupefied, looking at the closed door, and he made a turn or
two about the room before he summoned intelligence to quit it. When
death itself comes, the sense of continuance is not at once broken in
the survivors. In these moral deaths, which men survive in their own
lives, there is no immediate consciousness of an end. For a while,
habit and the automatic tendency of desire carry them on.
He drove back to Corbitant perched on the rickety seat of his rattling
open buggy, and bowed forward as his wont was, his rounded shoulders
bringing his chin well over the dashboard. As he passed down the long
sandy street, toward the corner where his own house stood, the brooding
group of loafers, waiting in Hackett’s store for the distribution of
the mail, watched him through the open door, and from under the boughs
of the weatherbeaten poplar before it. Hackett had been cutting a pound
of cheese out of the thick yellow disk before him, for the Widow
Holman, and he stared at the street after Mulbridge passed, as if his
mental eye had halted him there for the public consideration, while he
leaned over the counter, and held by the point the long knife with
which he had cut the cheese.
“I see some the folks from over to Jocelyn’s, yist’d’y,” he said, in a
spasm of sharp, crackling speech, “and they seemed to think ’t Mis’
Mulbridge’d got to step round pretty spry ’f she didn’t want another
the same name in the house with her.”
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