She was not happy, indeed, in any of the aesthetic dissipations into
which she had plunged, and it was doubtless from a shrewder knowledge
of her nature than she had herself that her husband had proposed this
active usefulness, which she once intended under such different
conditions. At the end of the ends she was a Puritan; belated,
misdated, if the reader will, and cast upon good works for the
consolation which the Puritans formerly found in a creed. Riches and
ease were sinful to her, and somehow to be atoned for; and she had no
real love for anything that was not of an immediate humane and
spiritual effect. Under the shelter of her husband’s name the
benevolent use of her skill was no queerer than the charity to which
many ladies devote themselves; though they are neither of them people
to have felt the anguish which comes from the fear of what other people
will think. They go their way in life, and are probably not disturbed
by any misgivings concerning them. It is thought, on one hand, that he
is a man of excellent head, and of a heart so generous that his
deference to her in certain matters is part of the devoted flattery
which would spoil any other woman, but that she consults his judgment
in every action of her life, and trusts his sense with the same
completeness that she trusts his love. On the other hand, when it is
felt that she ought to have done for the sake of woman what she could
not do for herself, she is regarded as sacrificed in her marriage. If,
it is feared, she is not infatuated with her husband, she is in a
disgraceful subjection, without the hope of better or higher things. If
she had children, they might be a compensation and refuge for her; in
that case, to be sure, she must be cut off from her present resource in
caring for the children of others; though the conditions under which
she now exercises her skill certainly amount to begging the whole
question of woman’s fitness for the career she had chosen.
Both parties to this contention are, strange to say, ladies. If it has
not been made clear from the events and characters of the foregoing
history which opinion is right, I am unable to decide. It is well,
perhaps, not to be too explicitly in the confidence of one’s heroine.
After her marriage perhaps it is not even decorous.
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