The woman hid her face in her hands. It was the first time she had
heard such a confession from that imperious mouth, and it stirred her
to the depths of her nature. Her free spirit had been snatched from
the world and confined in a fortress whence there was no escape. Her
life was a dead thing, but the blood within her raged in dread and
mysterious tumult, inflamed and excited by the power of this man. Her
dead soul was afire, and there was nothing left to consume: whence then
came this flame?
Mabuse left the Countess without saying another word. “I have told her
enough,” he said to himself. He threw himself down on his bed, but
could not sleep. He felt as if something new had come into his life,
till then so steady and changeless, as if the danger which he had
always been able to grasp and bring to nought had eluded him and were
sinking into the icy black gulf in whose depths his life and actions
were grounded. For hours he tried to grapple with this new force and
subordinate it to his will, but evermore it seemed to evade him.
Then he returned to the Countess, lying fully dressed and sleepless
on her bed, and he said, “We must talk matters out. Our fates are
entwined, and we must go through life together. From some source or
other of my existence my blood has received something which revolts
against a peaceful and well-ordered life, and will not permit to others
a power above its own. Thus it is that I have become, as it were, the
chief of a robber horde. I have known but two states: the desire to
dominate and the necessity to hate! But now you have come upon the
scene. At first I thought that your spirit would be consumed in the
twin flames that inspire mine, but it is not so. Hundreds have been
consumed by them, but you seem to feed upon them, and they nourish you.
When I am intoxicated, not forgetting my hatred, but putting it on one
side for the time being, because there are more beautiful things, I
often name to you one name--Citopomar. Citopomar is not the outcome of
a disordered fancy, the result of a fit of intoxication. It is a virgin
forest in Brazil, far in the interior. It is being cultivated for
me. All the money I can wring from this petty community of miserable
wretches on this side of the world is being employed there. There is my
country, the land in which I shall end my days. First of all, I thought
of myself there with my harem. Now I know it is there I shall be with
_you_. It is a forty days’ journey to the nearest human dwelling, and
the human beings there could not endure life here, but they cannot
be reached, for the Botocudos would not let anyone pass. It is even
possible that my agents, who have been carrying out my plans, may have
deceived me, and that when we arrive there we may find there is no
kingdom of Citopomar. But no one can deceive me about _you_!
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