“No, no, I could never have done it,” she stammered, thoroughly
downcast; “but how am I to prove that I didn’t ... how can I prove it?
Surely _you_ know, Spoerri, that....”
Then Spoerri with a smile drew out of his pocket a small flask. “The
proof lies there,” he said.
“Where?” asked the distracted girl.
“In here, my pretty one; don’t you see?”
“I don’t understand you,” said the dancer.
“Oh, you don’t need to understand, my child, only to drink. Just one
little mouthful to swallow and then the doctor will know your word was
to be relied on.”
Cara looked horrorstruck at the little flask. “What is it?” she asked.
“A heavenly drink, my pretty one, nothing that hurts one in the least.
The doctor himself made it up. But mind you throw the bottle out of
the window quickly! See, I am opening it for you. Be sure you don’t
forget that! And be quick about it, do you hear? Throw it away _at
once_, for if there’s no bottle to be seen, nobody will know what has
happened. That’s what the doctor expects of you; that is a proof that
no one can doubt. Besides, you know us. Even your husband....”
With that he drew a knife out of his pocket, playing with it lightly.
He threw it at the door, and it stuck there with the point transfixed.
He pulled it out and put it away again.
“Do you see that?” he said. “Now I must be going. Well, au revoir!”
He was about to leave, but Cara sprang towards him and clung to his
knees, sobbing.
“But I am still so young, and I love life. I have been very useful to
him. I was hoping to be set free ... by him. Set free at any rate, even
if he can never love me again.”
“Well, I can only tell you,” answered Spoerri, “that he is very much
disturbed about all this. You can take it or leave it.”
Then the girl said, “Then I will free myself of this existence. I will
show him, a thousand times over, that he can trust me. I will give my
life for him....”
“Oh, spare me your heroics!” said Spoerri roughly.
But the girl went on unheeding, “What am I after all?--a mere shadow
following him about and hiding out of his sight, but yet unable to part
from him. Yes, I will prove it, a thousand times over.... I will free
myself....”
“Well, if we are taken by surprise now, it will be a hanging matter
for us both; he told me so. And who knows whether they won’t even get
_him_?”
Then Cara became suddenly calm, and said quietly, “It is all right; you
can go. And tell him.... No, you needn’t say anything. I don’t want
anything more from him....”
Spoerri left hastily, leaving the little flask in Cara’s hand. It was
now warm from her fevered touch.
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