“Why did he forsake you?” asked the Countess shyly. In her own mind
she seemed but a simple child in the presence of this wild and
passionate personality. Yes, he had forsaken her, left her for ever,
she reflected, and she shuddered at the thought. And now he was dead.
At the moment she felt doubtful of the enterprise she had undertaken.
“He is dead,” she said in a low voice which vibrated.
“Who?” cried Cara.
“Your friend ... Hull!” answered the Countess, preparing to enter
sympathetically into the girl’s feelings, the image of Wenk growing yet
fainter in her subconscious mind.
But the other exclaimed passionately, “What are you saying? The man I
mean is not dead; he is alive, and yet I sit here in prison. Yonder in
the town outside he stands, strong as a tower, firm as a rock, I tell
you! How can a puny thing like you know what he was? All others were
as dirt beneath his feet, and their faithlessness too small a trifle
to consider! Hull is dead, but what does _that_ matter? Who cares an
atom about _him_? But that other, the master, the lord, he lives there
in the free air, where there is light and love and life ... where he
might bear to have me lying at his feet, like a rug that only serves to
warm his toes. He is the great man, the lord, the master! He is a bear,
a lion, a royal Bengal tiger, do you hear? He does not belong to this
cold and frosty land; he comes from Bengal, from paradise, from a place
I shall never see again! And I--I--am left to linger in this dungeon!”
Suddenly she said, quite calmly and seriously, “Tell me, do you think
there are men whose will is so strong that they can break down even
these walls when they know how passionately I desire it?”
“There are no such men outside, but within us there are!” answered
the Countess, carried away by the vehemence of that passionate storm
of feeling which had so lately broken over her. How contemptible it
was of her, she thought, to have desired to outwit a human being. She
felt mean in her own estimation, and casting all projects and promises
to the winds, she began to glow in the presence of this strange
personality like the spark of an electric current. “Yes, they are to be
found in us!” she repeated.
“He! he! the conqueror!” sang Cara, with a sound of passion in her
tone, and in the Countess’s heart, too, there sprang up, like a marble
image, the form of the man she had met a few evenings before. On her
heart this image was sculptured, and she allowed its impress to recur
again and again and remain there.
“Do you love him?” she asked the dancer.
But the other answered, as if brushing away an unconsidered trifle, “I
... love? I _adore_ him!”
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