“The miserable way in which I have crawled through my difficulties!” he
wailed to his _protégé_. “Paull, never, never, _fly low_! Soar over your
temptations and troubles, or when you come to die you will be ashamed of
yourself, like I am!”
It was Dr. Hildyard’s exalted opinion of what a man should be, that
first abashed, then roused, Hugh to cast aside self and live a new life.
Very soon after his friend’s death he set himself resolutely to a fresh
beginning.
He had been strongly recommended by Dr. Hildyard to the influential men
who came to shake his hand for the last time; and his start in practice
as a specialist in nerve cases was made easy to him.
He took a house recently vacated by a well-known physician in a street
frequented by doctors near Regent Street, and soon had plenty of
patients, mostly former patients of Dr. Hildyard’s, who already knew him
by repute. Before five years were over he had made some remarkable
cures, had contributed some original and, in certain cases, startling
papers on obscure nervous diseases to the leading medical journals, and
was elected to appointments in four metropolitan hospitals.
Then he was consulted by royalty, and his private practice doubled
itself. Ten years passed away, fifteen—it was now nineteen years since
the awful day of Lilia’s death—and Dr. Hugh Paull was not only known
throughout the English-speaking world, but his works were translated
into French, German, and Italian, and his name was honoured by the
medical profession in all countries.
His private life might be summed up in one word—_Ralph_.
Ralph was the name he had allotted to the puny pale babe who had been
the unconscious instrument of his salvation from self-murder.
Ralph had been the name of an invalid uncle, his father’s younger
brother, of whom he had pleasant childish recollections—a gentle,
white-faced young man stretched on a couch in a pretty garden, who had
seemed to know exactly what little boys liked, and to let them have it.
So when he stood, one of the little group of black-garmented persons at
the old stone font in the Pinewood church, and Mr. Mervyn said, “Name
this child,” he remembered his uncle and said “Ralph.”
The delicate babe with the thoughtful blue eyes grew slowly and
painfully from babyhood into childhood, from childhood into youth. At
first Hugh felt the responsibility of being father and mother in one to
the fragile boy—a heavy care. The child was always in his mind, an
anxiety that never left him.
One day he had gone to a well-known educationist almost in despair.
After detailing his experiments in nursery training, which up to then
seemed a failure, he said, “What am I to do?”
“Leave the child alone, like I left mine,” said the authority. “Get him
a good nurse, and don’t interfere with her without necessity. When you
have done with the nurse, get him a good governess; then send him to
school.”
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