"On the contrary, I think she discovers that his love for her is
even deeper than she imagined, and I think that her conscience is
reproaching her a little in regard to him."
The Colonel looks up astonished.
"Who can have benefited by any lapse or waywardness of which these
conscience-stings can be the result?" he asks. "Not I for one."
"I don't think anyone is benefited by them, Colonel Orpington,"
says the girl, with a shadow on her face; "I am sure no one has in
the way you suggested. What I mean is this, that Fanny is naturally
discontented with her position, and anxious for riches, and fine
clothes, and a pretty home, and all that. Since I have talked to her
about you and the strong admiration you have for her, and your coming
after her photograph and giving Mr. Kammerer the heavy price he asked
for it, and constantly speaking to me about her, she has grown more
discontented still, I fancy; and we women can generally read each
others minds and guess at each other's ideas, principally from the fact
that we are all made use of and played upon in the same way, I imagine.
I fancy that Fanny thinks that she has not acted quite fairly towards
Paul Douglas since his absence; that all this talk about you has
lessened her regard for him, and led her to picture to herself
another future than that which she contemplated when he went away,
and---- Well, I have rather an idea that there is another disturbing
element in the matter."
"'Gad!" says the Colonel, stroking his moustache thoughtfully, "there
seems to be quite enough complication as it is. What is it now?"
"I fancy that a young man in her own station of life, bright, active,
and industrious, and likely to make a very good position for himself in
that station out of which he would never want to move--for he is proud
of it, and thoroughly self-reliant--is deeply smitten with Fanny, and
that she knows it."
The Colonel looks up relieved.
"I wouldn't give much for this young man's chance, pattern of all the
virtues though he may be. I don't think he is much in Miss Stafford's
line."
"Perhaps not," says Bella Merton, "nor do I think he would be likely
to succeed, if Fanny had not several sides to her character. At all
events, whether he succeeds or not, the knowledge that he cares
for her, and that he is ready to open a new career for her, has an
irritating and upsetting effect upon her just now."
The Colonel lit a cigar during the progress of this dialogue, and sat
smoking it thoughtfully.
"Do you happen to know whether Madame Clarisse is in town?" he asks her
after a few minutes' pause.
"I think I heard Fanny say that she came back from Paris last week,"
replies Miss Merton; "yes, I am sure she did; for I recollect Fanny
telling me Madame had said that she might have a holiday, and I wanted
her to come away with me to get a change somewhere."
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