These remarks were listened to by Daisy at first with unconcern, and
their perpetual iteration would probably have disgusted her, had not
Miss Merton been endowed with an unusual amount of feminine tact, and
thus enabled to serve them up in a manner which she thought would
be peculiarly palatable to her friend; so that Daisy found herself
not merely constantly listening to stories of Colonel Orpington when
she was in Miss Merton's company, but thinking a great deal of that
distinguished individual when she was alone. She had taken very little
notice of him on the day when he called in George Street with his
daughter, and could only recollect of his personal appearance that
it was gentlemanly and distinguished-looking; but she remembered
having noticed the keen way in which he looked at her, and one glance
of unmistakable admiration which he levelled at her as he followed
his daughter from the room. And he was very rich, was he? and very
generous--very generous? Why was Bella Merton always harping on his
generosity? why was she always talking in a vague way of hoping some
day to be able to introduce him formally?
To Daisy there could be no misunderstanding about the purpose of
such an introduction, the girl thought, with flaming cheek; and the
recollection of Paul's delicacy came across her, and she felt enraged
with herself at ever having permitted Bella Merton to talk to her in
that fashion. And yet--and yet what was the remainder of her life to
be, Paul making no sign? She knew perfectly well that that little
tea-party in Dalston might, in another way, take rank as an epoch in
her life. She knew perfectly well that John Merton, who had always
admired her, that night had yielded up his heart, and she would not
have been surprised any day at receiving an offer of his hand. Was
that to be the end of it? Was she to pull down the image of Paul which
she worshipped so fondly, and erect that of homely John Merton in
its place? Was she to continue in very much the same style of life
which she was then leading, merely exchanging her garret for a room a
little less high, a little better furnished, but probably in a less
desirable part of the town? Was she to remain as a drudge--not indeed
to Madame Clarisse or any other employer, for she knew John Merton
was too high-spirited to think of allowing her to help towards their
mutual maintenance by her own labour--but still as a drudge in domestic
duties, in slavery for children and household, never to rise in the
social scale, never to know anything of those luxuries which she so
longed for? It was a bitter, bitter trial, and the more Daisy thought
it over--and the question was constantly present in her mind--the less
chance did she see of bringing it to a satisfactory conclusion.
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