The depression under which he laboured still continued in its fullest
force, and he could not help contrasting his present feelings with
those which animated him in the first days of his acquaintance with
Daisy. Then all was bright and roseate; now all was dull and dark. His
ideas as to the future were indeed no more definite then than they were
now; but the haze which hung over it then and shrouded it from his view
was a light summer mist; not so now--a dense gloomy fog. And she was
changed; he feared there could be no doubt of that. In a few minutes he
should be able to ascertain whether there was any foundation for his
suspicions; in the meantime he indulged them to the fullest extent. The
tone of her letters had certainly altered. The letters themselves were
written as though she were preoccupied at the time, and read like mere
perfunctory performances, executed under a sense of duty, and finished
with a sigh of relief.
What should have changed her? Most men would have supposed at once,
on finding an alteration in the tone and manner of the woman they
love, that she had been receiving attentions in some other quarter.
Paul hesitated to do this; not that he was not aware of the power of
Daisy's beauty and attractiveness, nor entirely because of his faith in
her, but principally because they had gone on for a certain number of
months together, during all which time she must have had innumerable
chances of throwing him over and behaving falsely to him had she been
so disposed; while all the time she had kept true to him.
_Les absents ont toujours tort_, says the proverb. Could that have been
the reason? What woman was to be trusted? How mad it was of him to
leave her for so long! It was only in order to satisfy his mother, and
to show her how impossible it was for him to comply with this project
which she had so long cherished for his future, that he had consented
to go down to Devonshire. By-the-way, what was that that George had
hinted at? "There need be no remorse on his part," George had said
about the refusal to fulfil his mother's wishes in regard to marrying
Annette. What could he have meant? Was it possible that his friend had
really been taken with the girl? He had some notion of the kind down at
Beachborough, but had dismissed it from his mind as unworthy serious
consideration. Now there really seemed to be some foundation for the
notion, and Annette certainly cared for him. Fancy them married! How
jolly it would be! What a capital husband George would make, and what
a pleasant house it would be to go to! Fancy "old George" tremendously
rich, with a lot of money, going in to give swell parties, and all that
kind of thing! No, he could not fancy that; whatever income he had,
George would always remain the same glorious, simple-minded, honest,
splendid fellow that he was now.
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