"If I had not been the besotted fool that I am, I should have accepted
my dismissal as it was given--coolly, definitely, and without the
slightest remorse; but, unfortunately, I am weak enough not to be
able to take things in this way. I had too much at stake--my future
happiness was too deeply involved--to permit of my bowing to my fate,
and endeavouring to forget what had been the one sole excitement of
many months in some new study or pursuit."
He paused again, as though expecting her to speak. But she was silent,
and he continued:
"My sister, who was the cause of our first introduction, has been since
the medium through which I have ascertained all my information about
you. She was very chatty at first, and never was tired of talking to
me of what you did and said, and where you went, and enlarging on the
dulness of the life which you pursued. She little thought, I imagine,
what intense interest I took in her voluble prattle. She thought me too
much immersed in my own affairs to take any real heed of what she was
saying, and imagined that I merely induced her to go on in order to
distract my mind from graver subjects, and to fill up what would have
been the tedium of my enforced leisure. It was not until the occasion
of the little tea-party at that young lady's---- I see you smile; but
from me the appellation is correct."
"I beg your pardon, I did not smile, Mr. Merton," said Daisy, almost
savagely; "I am listening to you at your request. I am in no smiling
humour; and I must beg you to make this interview as brief as possible."
"It was on the occasion of the tea-party at Miss Manby's then,"
continued John Merton, "that I think Bella saw for the first time that
all my queries about you had been put with deliberate intention, and
had a definite aim. Previously to that she had once or twice joked me
in her light way about my admiration of you, but nothing more; but you
may recollect--I do perfectly--that on that night she took delight in
teasing me about that portrait which Mr. Kammerer had taken of you, and
about the man--I beg your pardon, the gentleman--who came to the place
and insisted upon buying it."
John stopped here, and looked at her so pointedly that Daisy could not
restrain the rising blush in her cheek. She said quietly:
"I do recollect it perfectly."
"Of course you do; no woman ever forgets any occasion on which she sees
a man piqued or jealous at her preference of another."
"There was no question of preference in the matter," said Daisy. "I
knew nothing about the gentleman who wished to purchase the portrait;
I had only seen him once; and there can be no great crime, even in the
category of sins proscribed by the severe doctrine which I presume you
hold, and which, at all events, you teach, in a girl's finding pleasure
at admiration bestowed upon her."
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