Captain and Mrs. Derinzy had not yet returned to the uncongenial
seclusion of Beachborough. The Captain, who, since he had been coerced,
by Dr. Wainwright's strong representation that he might find it
uncomfortable if he refused, into permitting the experiment proposed by
Hildebrand, had been unusually tractable, was not, it will be readily
believed, eager to leave London. As things were looking at present--and
he was aware they had assumed a very ugly complexion--there was a
decidedly unpleasant uncertainty about the prospect of his getting back
again to his favourite resorts, which quickened his appreciation of the
wisdom of remaining in London as long as he could contrive to do so,
and getting as much pleasure as possible out of the time.
Mrs. Derinzy considered that it was proper to await Annette's return
in town; there would be so many things to settle when she came back;
and if they really were to be finally defeated in all their plans, if
Paul's folly and obstinacy were to defeat the marriage project, and
Annette's restoration to health render her attainment of her majority
a real acquisition of power, not a mere form, they would be better in
London than elsewhere. Annette might or might not settle an annuity
worth having upon them, if the power to manage her own affairs should
accrue to her; but if they did not voluntarily abandon it, she could
hardly do otherwise than invite them to continue to share her home.
The accounts which Mrs. Derinzy had received from Mrs. Stothard were
facsimiles of those which had been forwarded to Dr. Wainwright, and in
their contents Mrs. Derinzy discerned defeat.
She was not a wicked, she was only a weak and selfish, woman; and
though that combination has worked as much woe as the more positive
evil, it is only fair to credit her with the palliation. No one could
have been more genuinely shocked than Mrs. Derinzy, if she had been
plainly told that she _feared_ Annette's recovery, that she _hoped_
for her continued infirmity of mind. She would have repudiated such an
idea with vehemence and sincerity; but she would have been infinitely
puzzled to define the distinction between the feeling of which she
firmly believed herself incapable, and the feeling which she did,
beyond dispute, entertain. If Annette could have been perfectly sane,
but at the same time utterly passive in her hands; if she could have
been thoroughly competent to manage her own affairs; and at the same
time quite incapable of ever desiring to understand or interfere
with them, that would have been charming. Mrs. Derinzy thought it
unreasonable that so easy a state of things should not be immediately
called into existence. At this particular period of her life she
regarded herself as an ill-used individual, whose husband, son, and
niece, separately and in combination, were in act to "worry her to
death."
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