The young lady who furnished forth all this feast of gossip to the
good folks of Beachborough--gossip not so completely unlike the sort
of thing which goes on in larger places, and is practised by more
important communities--had not the least suspicion that she was an
object of curiosity and discussion to her humble neighbours. She knew
little of them--that is to say, of the less-poor class among the
poor--for to the lowest and most suffering part of the community she
was generous with the desultory kindness of an untaught girl; and she
had no notion that she differed in circumstances or disposition from
other people sufficiently to excite curiosity or induce discussion.
Few girls of Annette Derinzy's age, in her position in life, are so
ignorant of the world, so completely without the means of instituting
comparisons in social matters, or unravelling social problems, as she
was. The conventional schoolgirl of real life, though perhaps not the
ritualistic innocent of the _Daisy-Chain_ literature, could have beaten
Annette Derinzy hollow in comprehension of human aims and motives, and
in knowledge of the desirabilities of life. She was passably content
with herself and her surroundings, and had not yet been moved by any
stronger feeling than irritation, caused by her aunt's troublesome
over-solicitude for her health and Mrs. Stothard's watchfulness.
She was not, she believed, so strong as most girls of her age, who
lived in comfort, and had nothing to trouble them; but she felt sure
the care, the restrictions she had to undergo, were unwarranted by her
health; and she sometimes got so far on the path of worldly wisdom as
to suspect that her aunt made a great fuss with her, in order to get
the credit of self-sacrifice and superlative duty-doing. Annette's
perspicacity did not extend to defining the individuals in the narrow
and ultra-quiet society of Beachborough, among whom, as Captain Derinzy
would have said, they "vegetated," who were to be deluded into giving
Mrs. Derinzy a better character than she deserved. Like "the ugly
duck," who scrambled through the hedge, and found himself in the wide,
wide world, the most insignificant change of position would, to Annette
Derinzy, have implied infinite possibilities of enlightenment; but at
present she was very securely on the near side of the hedge, and almost
ignorant that there was a far side.
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