been so steadily restricted from the society of other young people,
that the habit of depending entirely upon herself had been effectually
formed; for Annette never complained of the seclusion in which the
family lived, and in some cases received with a sufficiently ill grace
intelligence that it was about to be broken in upon.
Like most ill-tempered persons, Mrs. Derinzy had a keen perception of
faults of temper, and no toleration for them. She declared that of
all things she hated selfishness and sulk most; and the recipients of
the sentiments were apt to think she had all the justification of it
which an intimate knowledge of the vices in question could supply.
She accused "dear Annette" at times of both, not altogether unjustly
perhaps, but yet not with strict justice. If she was selfish, it was
because her life was narrow; its horizon was close upon her; no large
interests occupied it, no external responsibility laid its claims upon
Annette. There did not exist anyone to whom she could feel herself
indispensable, or even "a comfort;" and though she was surrounded with
external care and consideration to what she held to be a superfluous
and unreasonable extent, her native shrewdness led her to distinguish
with unerring accuracy between this perfunctory and organised
observance and the spontaneous affectionate guardianship, without
effort on the one side or constraint upon the other, which the natural
relationship of parent and child secures. She did not love her aunt
Mrs. Derinzy, and she positively disliked the Captain, who reciprocated
the sentiment; as was not unnatural, seeing that he was paying the
price of success in his schemes against her peace and happiness by the
unmitigated _ennui_ produced by his life at Beachborough. For what
there really was of fine and noble, of amiable and elevated, in the
character of Annette Derinzy, her own nature was accountable, and in
no degree her training, associations, and surroundings. She had none
of the enthusiasm and fancy of girlhood about her--the atmosphere
of calculation, worldliness, and discontent in which she lived was
too decidedly and fatally unfavourable to their growth--but she did
not substitute for them any evil propensities or unworthy ambitions,
and her chief faults were those of temper. She was undeniably sulky;
her aunt did not traduce her on that point, though she did not fitly
understand the origin of the defect, or make any kind or charitable
allowance for its manifestation. Anger rarely took the form of passion
with Annette; but when aroused, it was very difficult to allay, and
her resentment was not easy to eradicate. The individual in the family
whom she disliked most--her uncle--was that one who least often excited
the girl's temper. She kept clear of him, away from him, as much as
she could, and usually regarded him with a degree of contempt which
seemed to act as a safeguard to her anger. But the internal life of
the house, as shared by the three women, Mrs.
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