He replied:
“I said I would; but I had better tell you first what goes before the
dream, that you may understand. I was a schoolmaster when I was a very
young man; it was only a parish school in a little village in the West
Country. No need to mention any names. Better not. I was engaged to be
married to a young girl whom I loved and almost reverenced. It was the
old story. While we were waiting for the time when we could afford to
set up house together, another man came along. He was nearly as young
as I was, and handsome, and a gentleman, with all a gentleman’s
attractive ways for a woman of our class. He would go fishing, and she
would meet him while I was at my work in school. I reasoned with her
and implored her to give him up. I offered to get married at once and
go away and begin the world in a strange country; but she would not
listen to anything I could say, and I could see that she was infatuated
with him. Then I took it on myself to meet the man and ask him to deal
well with the girl, for I thought he might mean honestly by her, so
that there might be no talk or chance of talk on the part of others. I
went where I should meet him with none by, and we met!” Here Jacob
Settle had to pause, for something seemed to rise in his throat, and he
almost gasped for breath. Then he went on:
“Sir, as God is above us, there was no selfish thought in my heart that
day, I loved my pretty Mabel too well to be content with a part of her
love, and I had thought of my own unhappiness too often not to have
come to realise that, whatever might come to her, my hope was gone. He
was insolent to me—you, sir, who are a gentleman, cannot know, perhaps,
how galling can be the insolence of one who is above you in station—but
I bore with that. I implored him to deal well with the girl, for what
might be only a pastime of an idle hour with him might be the breaking
of her heart. For I never had a thought of her truth, or that the worst
of harm could come to her—it was only the unhappiness to her heart I
feared. But when I asked him when he intended to marry her his laughter
galled me so that I lost my temper and told him that I would not stand
by and see her life made unhappy. Then he grew angry too, and in his
anger said such cruel things of her that then and there I swore he
should not live to do her harm. God knows how it came about, for in
such moments of passion it is hard to remember the steps from a word to
a blow, but I found myself standing over his dead body, with my hands
crimson with the blood that welled from his torn throat. We were alone
and he was a stranger, with none of his kin to seek for him and murder
does not always out—not all at once. His bones may be whitening still,
for all I know, in the pool of the river where I left him. No one
suspected his absence, or why it was, except my poor Mabel, and she
dared not speak. But it was all in vain, for when I came back again
after an absence of months—for I could not live in the place—I learned
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