"And who is your generous benefactor?" I asked, replacing the cushion
in her lap.
"Don't you know?" she asked in turn, opening her eyes wide with
surprise. "I thought he would have been sure to tell you. Why,
it was that good Monsieur Grellois, to be sure! He gave some money
to the sister to buy it for me."
Kind Eugene! He had very little money to live upon, and must, I
know, have economised considerably in order to purchase this gift
for his little patient. Still I was not jealous of his bounty,
since for many days past I had been greatly occupied with Noemi's
future welfare, and had busied myself in secret with certain schemes
and arrangements the issue of which it remained only to announce.
"So," said I, taking a chair beside her, "you are going to earn
your living again by making lace?"
"To try," she answered with a sad emphasis.
"Lace-making does not pay well, then?"
"Oh no, monsieur! It cannot be done quickly, you see,--only a little
piece like this every day, working one's best,--and so much lace
is made by machines now!"
"But it cannot cost you much to live, Noemi?"
"The eating and drinking is not much, monsieur; it is the rent;
and all the cheap lodgings are so dirty! It is that which is the
most terrible. I can't bear to have ugly things about me and hideous
faces,--like Maman Paquet's!"
She had the poet's instincts, this little Alsatian peasant. Most
girls in her case would have cared little for the unlovely surroundings,
so long as food and drink were plentiful.
"But supposing you had a nice room of your own, clean and comfortable,
with an iron bedstead like this one here, and chairs and a table,
and two windows looking out over the Luxembourg gardens,--and nothing
to pay."
"Ah, monsieur!"
She dropped her pillow, and fixed her great brown eyes earnestly
on my face.
"It is impossible," pursued I, reddening under her gaze, "for you
to return to the horrible quartier in which Maman Paquet lives.
It is not fit for a young girl; you would grow wicked and base
like the people who live there,--or else you would die,--and I think
you would die, Noemi."
"But I have no money, monsieur."
If you have no money, you have friends; a friend has given you
your new pillow, you know, and another friend, perhaps, may give
you a room to live in."
Her eyelids drooped, her color came and went quickly, I detected
beneath her bodice the convulsive movement of her heart. The
agitation she betrayed communicated itself to me; I rose from my
chair and leaned against the window-sill, so that my face might
be no longer on a level with her eyes.
"I understand you, monsieur!" she cried, and immediately burst
into tears.
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