But when he knelt alone by the couch whereon Adelais lay, and held
her white blue-veined hands in his and told his errand, she turned
her face from him and wept sore, as women weep over the dead.
"Adelais, O Adelais," he cried in his despair, "Why will you refuse
me always? Don't you see my heart is breaking for love of you?
Come home with me and be my wife at last!"
But she made answer very sadly and slowly:--
"Stephen, ought the living and the dead to wed with one another?
God forbid that you in your youth and manhood should take to wife
such a death-like thing as I! Four years I have lain like this
waiting for the messenger to fetch me away, and now that at last
he is near at hand, shall I array myself in a bridal veil for a
face-cloth, and trailing skirts of silk or satin for a shroud?
Dear Stephen, don't talk to me any more about this,--we are brother
and sister still,--let nothing on earth break the sweetness of the
bond between us."
"Not so, Adelais," cried he, passionately; "you cannot, you must
not die yet! You do not know what love can do, you do not know
that love is stronger than death, and that where there is love like
mine death dare not come! There is nothing in all the world that
I will not do for your sake, nothing that I will leave undone to
save you, nothing that shall be too hard a condition for me to perform,
so that I may keep you with me still. Live, live my darling, my
beloved, and be my wife! Give me the right to take you with me,
my sweet; let us go together to Madeira, to Malta, to Sicily, where
the land is full of life, and the skies are warm, and the atmosphere
clear and pure. There is health there, Adelais, and youth, and
air to breathe such as one cannot find in this dull, misty, heavy
northern climate, and there you will grow well again, and we will
think no more about death and sickness. O my darling, my darling,
for God's sake refuse me no longer!"
She laid her thin transparent palm wearily over her left side, and
turned her calm eyes on the passionate straining face beside her.
"There is that here," she said, pressing her wounded heart more
tightly, "that I know already for the touch of the messenger's hand.
Already I count the time of my sojourn here, not by weeks nor even
by days,--the end has come so very, very near at last. How do I
know but that even now that messenger of whom I speak may be standing
in our presence,--even now, while you kneel here by my side and
talk to me of life and youth and health?"
"Adelais," pleaded the poor lover, hoarsely, "you deceive yourself,
my darling! Have you not often spoken before of dying, and yet
have lived on? O why should you die now and break my heart outright?"
"I feel a mist coming over me," she answered, "even as I speak with
you now. I hear a sound in my ears that is not of earth, the darkness
gathers before my face, the light quivers and fades, the night is
closing about me very fast. Stephen, Stephen, don't you see that
I am dying?"
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