"Always, so far as I can see," said the old German. "There are
quarrels enough in the world without my intervention, there are
dogmas enough in the world without my enunciations. I do not think
I should do any good by speaking to men. Could I make them any
wiser, purer, gentler, truer than they are? Could I teach them
to be honest in their dealings with each other, compassionate,
considerate, liberal? If they have not heard the prophets, nor
even the divine teacher of Nazareth, shall I be able to do them
any good? Are not their very creeds pretexts for slaughter and
persecution and fraud? Do they not support even their holiest
truths, their sincerest beliefs, by organised systems of deceit
and chicanery? Chut! I tell you that the very vesture which men
compel Truth to wear, is lined and stiffened with lies! The mysteries
of life are so terrible, and its sadness so profound, that blatant
tongues do not become philosophers. Words only serve to rend and
vex and divide us. Therefore I think it best to hide my thoughts
in my heart, believing that in matters which we cannot fathom,
silence is noblest; and knowing that when I say, `I am nothing,
but God is all,--I am ignorant, but God is wise,'--all I am able
to say is said. By-and-by, in the brighter light of a more perfect
day beyond the sun, I shall see the King in His beauty, face to face;
I shall know, even as I am known!"
"This, then," asked 'Lora, gently, "is why you gave up the world,
that you might be alone?"
"I gave up the world, dear Frau, because I found in it all manner
of oppression done in the names of justice and of Virtue. My heart
turned against the Wrong, and I had no power to set it Right. The
mystery of life overcame me; I refused the gold and the honours
which might have been mine, if I could have been content in being
dishonest. But God gave me grace to be strong, and the world cast
me out of its gilded nursery. I became a man, and put away childish
things."
Then he rose slowly from his seat, and as he laid his hand on the
door-latch, and lifted it to go out, a welcome little puff of outside
air darted into the chamber, and stirred the nightshade blossoms in
the breast of the old rusty coat. And I raised my dark purple head,
and perceived that the mournful shadow rested again upon the face
of Herr Ritter, like a cloud at sunset time, when the day that has
passed away has been a day of storm.
We went to the Casa d'Oro.
Carlotta Nero was in her sitting-room, and would see the Herr there,
said the dark-haired smiling contadina, who admitted the old German
into the house. She was a native of the place, and evidently remembered
him with gratitude and pleasure. So we presently found ourselves in
a small well-appointed chamber, on the first floor of the Casa.
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