"Dolores chose her own path," said the innkeeper's wife, seeing
that her visitor still waited for something more, "and she has no
right to appeal to me now. She disgraced herself deliberately,
and she must take the consequences of her own act. I will not move
a finger to help her out of a condition into which she wilfully
degraded herself, in spite of my most stringent remonstrances.
All imprudence brings its own punishment,--and she must bear hers
as other foolish people have to do. She is not the only widow in
the world, and she might be worse off than she is; a great deal."
"I am to tell her this"--asked Herr Ritter, recovering himself with
a prodigious effort "from you?"
"As you please," returned the great lady, still in the same indifferent
tone. "It will be useless for her to call here, I cannot see her;
and besides, I leave tomorrow with my husband."
Again she bowed her head, and this time Herr Ritter obeyed the signal.
I felt his great liberal heart heaving,--thump, thump, under the
lapel of the old rusty coat; but I breathed my spirit into his
face, and he said no more as he turned away than just a formal "Buon
giorno, Signora."
"Silence is best," I whispered.
Chapter III.
He went home to his little dark studio, where the sunlight so rarely
entered, and where the big tomes and the skull and the fossils,
and the picture of the beautiful girl and her crimson roses, greeted
him with unchanged looks. All the room was pervaded with the aroma
of the belladonna plant in the balcony, and all the soul of the
old philosopher was filled with an atmosphere of silent liberality.
He stood before the bookshelves and laid his withered fingers
falteringly upon the volumes, one after another. I knew already
what was passing in his heart, and my rising perfume assisted the
noble sacrifice. Then he lifted the books from their places,--one,
two, three,--the volumes he prized the most, ancient classical
editions that must have been an El Dorado of themselves to such a
student and connoisseur as he. For a moment he lingered over the
open pages with a loving, tremulous tenderness of look and touch,
as though they had been faces of dear and life-long friends; then
he turned and looked at the picture in the dark corner. A name
rose to his lips; a soft-sounding German diminutive, but I hardly
heard it for the exceeding bitterness of the sigh that caught and
drowned the muttered utterance. But I knew that in that moment
his liberal heart renounced a double sweetness, for surely he had
cherished the gift of a dead love no less than he had treasured
the noble work of immortal genius.
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