Dreams, Waking Thoughts, and IncidentsBeckford, William
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Dreams, Waking Thoughts, and Incidents
Beckford, William
Beckford, William, 1760-1844
In the midst of my doubts, forth tottered the old woman. “You are
welcome,” said she, in a feeble voice, but a better dialect than I had
heard in the neighbourhood. Her look was more humane, and she seemed of
a superior race to the inhabitants of the surrounding valleys. My savage
treated her with peculiar deference. She had just given him some bread,
with which he retired to a respectful distance, bowing to the earth. I
caught the mode, and was very obsequious, thinking myself on the point of
experiencing a witch’s influence, and gaining, perhaps, some insight into
the volume of futurity. She smiled at my agitation, and kept beckoning
me into the cottage.
“Now,” thought I to myself, “I am upon the verge of an adventure. O
Quixote! O Sylvio di Rosalva! how would ye have strutted in such a
situation! What fair Infantas would ye not have expected to behold,
condemned to spinning wheels, and solitude?” I, alas! saw nothing but
clay walls, a straw bed, some glazed earthen bowls, and a wooden
crucifix. My shoes were loaded with sand: this my hostess perceived, and
immediately kindling a fire in an inner part of the hovel, brought out
some warm water to refresh my feet, and set some milk and chestnuts
before me. This patriarchal politeness was by no means indifferent after
my tiresome ramble. I sat down opposite to the door which fronted the
unfathomable gulph; beyond appeared the sea, of a deep cerulean, foaming
with waves. The sky also was darkening apace with storms. Sadness came
over me like a cloud, and I looked up to the old woman for consolation.
“And you too are sorrowful, young stranger,” said she, “that come from
the gay world! How must I feel, who pass year after year in these lonely
mountains?” I answered that the weather affected me, and my spirits were
exhausted by the walk.
All the while I spoke she looked at me with such a melancholy earnestness
that I asked the cause, and began again to imagine myself in some fatal
habitation,
“Where more is meant than meets the ear.”
Said she, “Your features are wonderfully like those of an unfortunate
young person, who, in this retirement . . . ” The tears began to fall as
she pronounced these words; she seemed older than before, and bent to the
ground with sorrow. My curiosity was fired. “Tell me,” continued I,
“what you mean? who was this youth for whom you are so interested? and
why did he seclude himself in this wild region? Your kindness might no
doubt alleviate, in some measure, the horrors of the place; but may God
defend me from passing the night near such a gulph! I would not trust
myself in a despairing moment.”
“It is,” said she, “a place of horrors. I tremble to relate what has
happened on this very spot; but your manner interests me, and though I am
little given to narrations, for once I will unlock my lips concerning the
secrets of yonder fatal chasm.
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