Dreams, Waking Thoughts, and IncidentsBeckford, William
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Dreams, Waking Thoughts, and Incidents
Beckford, William
Beckford, William, 1760-1844
“The beams of the sun dispelling his dream, he started up like one that
had heard the voice of an avenging angel, and hid his face with his
hands. I poured some milk down his parched throat. ‘Oh, mother!’ he
exclaimed, ‘I am a wretch unworthy of compassion; the cause of
innumerable sufferings; a murderer! a parricide!’ My blood curdled to
hear a stripling utter such dreadful words, and behold such agonising
sighs swell in so young a bosom; for I marked the sting of conscience
urging him to disclose what I am going to relate.
“It seems he was of high extraction, nursed in the pomps and luxuries of
Naples, the pride and darling of his parents, adorned with a thousand
lively talents, which the keenest sensibility conspired to improve.
Unable to fix any bounds to whatever became the object of his desires, he
passed his first years in roving from one extravagance to another, but as
yet there was no crime in his caprices.
“At length it pleased Heaven to visit his family, and make their idol the
slave of an unworthy passion. He had a friend, who from his birth had
been devoted to his interest, and placed all his confidence in him. This
friend loved to distraction a young creature, the most graceful of her
sex (as I can witness), and she returned his affection. In the
exultation of his heart, he showed her to the wretch whose tale I am
about to tell. He sickened at her sight. She too caught fire at his
glances. They languished—they consumed away—they conversed, and his
persuasive language finished what his guilty glances had begun.
“Their flame was soon discovered, for he disdained to conceal a thought,
however dishonourable. The parents warned the youth in the tenderest
manner; but advice and prudent counsels were to him so loathsome, that
unable to contain his rage, and infatuated with love, he menaced the life
of his friend as the obstacle of his enjoyment. Coolness and moderation
were opposed to violence and frenzy, and he found himself treated with a
contemptuous gentleness. Stricken to the heart, he wandered about for
some time like one entranced. Meanwhile the nuptials were preparing; and
the lovely girl he had perverted found ways to let him know she was about
to be torn from his embraces.
“He raved, and rousing his dire spirit, applied to a malignant dæmon who
sold the most inveterate poisons. These he presented, like a cup of pure
iced water, to his friend, and to his own affectionate father. They
drank the draught, and soon began to pine. He marked the progress of
their dissolution with a horrid firmness. He let the moment pass beyond
which all antidotes were vain. His friend expired; and the young
criminal, though he beheld the dews of death hang on his parent’s
forehead, yet stretched not forth his hand. In a short space the
miserable father breathed his last, whilst his son was sitting aloof in
the same chamber.
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