Dreams, Waking Thoughts, and IncidentsBeckford, William
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Dreams, Waking Thoughts, and Incidents
Beckford, William
Beckford, William, 1760-1844
“I am not inclined to describe their ecstasies, or the eagerness with
which they sought each other’s embraces. I turned indignantly my head;
and, driving my goats to a recess amongst the rocks, sat revolving in my
mind these strange events. I neglected procuring any provision for my
unwelcome guests; and about midnight returned homewards by the light of
the moon, which shone serenely in the heavens. Almost the first object
her beams discovered was the guilty maid sustaining the head of her
lover, who had fainted through weakness and want of nourishment. I
fetched some dry bread, and, dipping it in milk, laid it before them.
Having performed this duty I set open the door of my hut, and retiring to
a neighbouring cavity, there stretched myself on a heap of leaves, and
offered my prayers to Heaven.
“A thousand fears, till this moment unknown, thronged into my fancy. I
mistook the shadow of leaves, that chequered the entrance to the grot,
for ugly reptiles, and repeatedly shook my garments. The flow of the
distant surges was deepened by my apprehensions into distant groans: in a
word, I could not rest; but issuing from the cavern as hastily as my
trembling knees would allow, paced along the edge of the precipice. An
unaccountable impulse hurried my steps. Dark clouds were driving across
the sky, and the setting moon was flushed with the deepest crimson. A
wan gleam coloured the sea. Such was my terror and shivering, that,
unable to advance to my hut or retreat to the cavern, I was about to
shield myself from the night in a sandy crevice, when a loud shriek
pierced my ear. My fears had confused me; I was in fact hard by my
hovel, and scarcely three paces from the brink of the cavern: it was from
thence the cries proceeded.
“Advancing in a cold shudder to its edge, part of which was newly
crumbled in, I discovered the form of the young man suspended by one foot
to a branch of juniper that grew ten feet down: thus dreadfully did he
hang over the gulph from the branch bent with his weight. His features
were distorted, his eye-balls glared with agony, and his screams became
so shrill and terrible, that I lost all power of assistance. Fixed, I
stood with my eyes riveted upon the criminal, who incessantly cried out,
‘O God! O Father! save me, if there be yet mercy! save me, or I sink
into the abyss!’
“I am convinced he saw me not; for not once did he implore my help. My
heart was dead within me. I called out upon the Lord. His voice grew
faint, and as I gazed intent upon him, he fell into utter darkness. I
sank to the earth in a trance, during which a sound like the rush of
pennons assaulted my ear: methought the evil spirit was bearing off his
soul; I lifted up my eyes, but nothing stirred; the stillness that
prevailed was awful.
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