Dreamthorp : $b A book of essays written in the countrySmith, Alexander
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Dreamthorp : $b A book of essays written in the country
Smith, Alexander
Essays
We never get quit of ourselves. While I am writing, the spring is
outside, and this season of the year touches my spirit always with a
sense of newness, of strangeness, of resurrection. It shoots boyhood
again into the blood of middle age. That tender greening of the black
bough and the red field,--that coming again of the new-old
flowers,--that re-birth of love in all the family of birds, with
cooings, and caressings, and building of nests in wood and brake,--that
strange glory of sunshine in the air,--that stirring of life in the
green mould, making even churchyards beautiful,--seems like the
creation of a new world. And yet--and yet, even with the lamb in the
sunny field, the lark mile-high in the blue, Spring has her melancholy
side, and bears a sadder burden to the heart than Autumn, preaching of
decay with all his painted woods. For the flowers that make sweet the
moist places in the forest are not the same that bloomed the year
before. Another lark sings above the furrowed field. Nature rolls on
in her eternal course, repeating her tale of spring, summer, autumn,
winter; but life in man and beast is transitory, and other living
creatures take their places. It is quite certain that one or other of
the next twenty springs will come unseen by me, will awake no throb of
transport in my veins. But will it be less bright on that account?
Will the lamb be saddened in the field? Will the lark be less happy in
the air? The sunshine will draw the daisy from the mound under which I
sleep, as carelessly as she draws the cowslip from the meadow by the
riverside. The seasons have no ruth, no compunction. They care not
for our petty lives. The light falls sweetly on graveyards, and on
brown labourers among the hay-swaths. Were the world depopulated
to-morrow, next spring would break pitilessly bright, flowers would
bloom, fruit-tree boughs wear pink and white; and although there would
be no eye to witness, Summer would not adorn herself with one blossom
the less. It is curious to think how important a creature a man is to
himself. We cannot help thinking that all things exist for our
particular selves. The sun, in whose light a system lives, warms me;
makes the trees grow for me; paints the evening sky in gorgeous colours
for me. The mould I till, produced from the beds of extinct oceans and
the grating of rock and mountain during countless centuries, exists
that I may have muffins to breakfast. Animal life, with its strange
instincts and affections, is to be recognised and cherished,--for does
it not draw my burdens for me, and carry me from place to place, and
yield me comfortable broadcloth, and succulent joints to dinner? I
think it matter of complaint that Nature, like a personal friend to
whom I have done kind services, will not wear crape at my funeral. I
think it cruel that the sun should shine, and birds sing, and I lying
in my grave. People talk of the age of the world! So far as I am
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