"Then marry me. Be my wife, only in name. I swear to you--I--will never
see you if you wish it. Or--or trouble you in any way. Only let me do
something. I had no idea of--of what--of what all this meant to you."
"Your wife!" she laughed a scornful, tragic, broken-hearted little
laugh. "Never in this world. Never! Never that!"
She turned and walked away.
He walked beside her. "Please listen. I will do anything you say. I
know I deserve it all, but that afternoon at the convent I was not
myself. After what happened I was all wrought up. My brain----"
She stopped, turned about and faced him.
"Yes, there is one thing you can do. Leave me now. And let us not be
seen together again--ever."
For a brief moment they stood confronting each other. And Cyrus
looked deep into the eyes that once had been his guiding stars; the
friendly eyes in whose depths his boy heart had sought--and never in
vain--encouragement, or consolation. Now, he was finding in their
contemptuous beauty only the cold ashes of their childhood devotion.
Then, once more, she turned her back upon him. Erect and with decisive
steps, the little figure departed. He stood watching her as she
walked--walking out of his life. In his brain and in his heart was a
numbing pain--the knowledge that his highest hopes were dead--killed,
and by himself!
There and there he made a decision, a decision of vital import to
himself. And why not? Who in the world, except Joanna would mourn, or
even miss him? If there be such a thing as consolation when hope is
dead, he found it in a great resolve.
As he passed her in his car he raised his cap and murmured
"_Morituri te salutamus_."
[Illustration]
XIX
A YOUNG MAN TALKS
Ruth was in earnest when she told Cyrus of her intention to become a
nurse. Some experience in that line, while in Europe, had fitted her
for the work and she found little difficulty in securing a position
in a Worcester Hospital. Possibly her prepossessing appearance was a
help. The Superintendent, being human, was not immune, perhaps, to the
influence of an interesting personality, especially in combination with
an attractive face and voice and figure.
After this interview at the hospital, about the middle of the day, she
took a return train for Springfield.
When she entered the car at the Worcester Station, and found a vacant
seat, she gave no special attention to the two men in the seat just
behind her own. She merely noticed that the carefully dressed young
man nearest the aisle had an intelligent wide awake face, and that his
companion--next the window--was suffering from a cold in the head of
aggravated dimensions. His aqueous eyes and swollen nose, his sneezes
and his busy handkerchief told the familiar and unromantic drama of a
mucous membrane at war with its owner.
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