About two o'clock in the morning the boy closed his eyes and he,
also, slept. Ruth arranged the covering about his neck and shoulders
then stepped gently into the adjoining room. For a moment she stood
at the bedside of the unconscious man with the scrubby chin. He lay
motionless, and in a slumber so deep, so silent, that it seemed to Ruth
he could easily pass away and none be wiser. Then, for a time, she
stood at the open window, looking out into the peaceful summer night
and up at the stars. Her thoughts, when alone these days, were always
in the past, and they were heart breaking. To-night, even the rising
moon, although in its fullest beauty, seemed a perfect symbol of her
own future--a world of dust and ashes.
At last, with a sigh of resignation--a sigh of despair and buried
hopes--she left the window. Again she stood beside the unconscious and
less interesting patient; he of the bandaged head and scrubby chin. As
she was turning away she noticed a movement of his lips--the beginning
of the periodic smile. She felt a sudden curiosity to hear the coming
words. If, as the doctor said, they were always the same, they might
be a message he had wished to send, important to wife or parents, that
could lead to his identification. Besides she had a strong desire to
learn what words or what thought behind the words--could bring so much
happiness, even momentarily, to a half conscious spirit.
The light in the room, while softened by shades, was clear enough to
reveal the uncovered portion of his face. And, as she looked more
carefully, the face was less "common" than she had judged from the
unshaven chin. She leaned over the bed, her face not far from his,
and listened. Through the open window came no sound from the sleeping
city; only the pale light from the rising moon; that cold, dead world
of dust and ashes. It may have been the solitude and the silence of the
hour that brought to Ruth a feeling of awe--almost of guilt at this
intrusion upon the privacy of another's thoughts; secrets, perhaps,
of a defenseless brain. As she was wondering what sort of accident had
brought him there the blissful smile became more pronounced. Although
his eyes were partly covered by the overhanging bandage it was clear
that the dormant spirit within was stirred by memories of a supreme
happiness, of a transcendent joy that no physical pain could extinguish.
Further still she bent over, until her face was near his own.
Then, through every nerve of brain and body, she felt a sensation of
mingled awe, of terror, of bewilderment, as if she were suddenly in
touch with another world, when she heard, hardly above a whisper:
"Cyrus, come back. I have--always--loved you."
* * * * *
Breathless, as in a trance, Ruth gazed at the lips, where lingered--but
slowly fading, as if reluctant to pass away--the expression of a great
content. The brief liberty of a rapturous thought. Then back into the
darkness.
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