Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She remembered Jennifer saying once, suddenly: “There’s one thing
certain in my life: that is, that I shall always love you.” And
afterwards her eyes had shone as if with tears and laughter. She
remembered the surprise and joy, the flooding confidence of that moment;
for it had been said so quietly, as if the realization of that “always”
held for something sorrowful, a sobering sense of fate. Her manner had
had a simplicity far removed from the usual effervescence and
extravagance: she had seemed to state a fact to be believed in forever,
without question. In her life where all else was uncertain, fluid and
undirected, where all turned in mazes of heat and sound, that only was
the deep unshaken foundation, the changeless thing.... She had seemed to
mean that, sitting back in her chair, her arms laid along her lap, her
hands folded together, everything about her quiet and tender, her eyes
resting on Judith as they never had before or since, long and full, with
a depth of untroubled love.
That had been on a day in late April, at the beginning of the last
Summer term. The happiness of reunion had never before seemed so
complete. She had been in Scotland, Judith in Paris with Mamma, living
resentfully in a reflection of Mamma’s alien existence. And then they
were together again, and the summer term had opened with its unfailing
week or so of exquisite weather.
They had taken the green canoe one morning and wandered up the river to
Grandchester. There was no one at all in the Orchard when they reached
it.
“Thank God I see no grey flannels,” said Jennifer. “I suppose the grass
is still too wet for undergraduates to sit out.”
A light breeze was blowing through the orchard, ruffling long grass,
dandelions, buttercups, and daisies. Under the trees, the little white
tables, set in the green silken brilliance, were dappled with running
light and shadow, and the apple branches, clotted with full blossom,
gleamed against the sky in a tender childish contrast of simple
colours,--pale pink upon pale blue. The air was dazed with a
bewilderment of bird-song.
A rough brown terrier with golden eyes came prancing out on them, making
known their presence with barkings half-ferocious, half-friendly. The
dark waitress came lazily from the house, reluctant to serve them.
‘Is the Orchard open?’
‘Oh yes, it’s open.’
‘Can you let us have lunch?’
‘Oh I dare say.’
‘What can you let us have?’
‘You can have a cheese omelette and some fruit-salad.’
‘Divine,’ said Jennifer, and leapt for joy.
‘You better have it in the shelter. The grass is wet.’
She wandered away, smoothing her black untidy hair. She would not smile.
There was something arresting and romantic in the thin sallow
dark-browed young woman, preserving her ugliness, her faint unrelaxing
bitterness among all the laughing renewals of her surroundings.
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