Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Judith had been home more than a week, and Mamma was being charming. She
had taken her to London to buy frocks. They had stayed at Jules for a
couple of nights, and Mamma had ordered pretty clothes generously from
her own dressmaker. She had said at last in her curious, harsh yet
beautiful voice, with a shrug of her shoulders, as Judith paraded before
her in the fifteenth model:
‘As you see, everything suits that child.’
And the dressmaker had solemnly agreed.
They had been together to a play, and to the opera; and every morning
and every night Judith sat on Mamma’s bed and they chatted together with
friendly politeness, almost with ease.
She was a woman exquisitely dressed, manicured, powdered and scented.
Her face did not age, though the colourless cheeks were now a little
hollowed, and the eyes sharper. Her eyes were like blue diamonds, and
she had an unkind reddened mouth with long pointed corners. The bones of
her face were strong and sharp and delicate, and something in the
triangular outline, in the set of the eyes, the expression of the lips,
made you think of a cat.
She was elegant in mind as well as in person, capable, quick-witted. Her
conversation was acute and well-informed over a wide field,--and men
admired and delighted in her. She had always, thought Judith, seemed to
move surrounded by men who paid her compliments. She had no women
friends that you could remember. She remarked, now and then, how much
she disliked women; and Judith had felt herself included in the
condemnation. She had never been pleased to have a daughter: only a
handsome son would have been any good to her. Her daughter had discerned
that far back in a childhood made overwise by adoration of her.
There was scarcely anything about Mamma to remember: nothing but a vague
awestruck worshipful identification of her with angels and the Virgin
Mary.
There was one night when she had come in, dressed for a dinner party,
all in white, with something floating, rosy and iridescent about her.
The dress had geraniums on it, at breast, waist and hem, a bunch on one
shoulder, and flowing geranium-coloured ribbons. There were diamonds in
her fair cloud of hair. She bent over the cot, smiling secretly with
eyes and lips as if she were very pleased; and Judith hid her face from
that angelic presence; and neither of them spoke a word. A man’s voice
called: ‘Mildred!’ from the door: not Papa.
‘Come in,’ she said. ‘Here’s the child.’
Somebody tall and moustached came and stood beside Mamma and looked
down, making jokes and asking silly questions, and laughing because she
would neither answer nor look at him.
‘Don’t be silly, Judith,’ said Mamma.
‘She hasn’t a look of you,’ said the man.
‘No, nothing of me at all.’ Her voice sounded bored.
‘Are you sorry?’
‘Fred isn’t.’
They both laughed a little.
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