Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She went out of the room, into gold deeps of light and the evening
shadows.
* * * * *
She came back into her own garden. The sinking sun flooded the lawn. Its
radiance was slit with long narrow shades, and the great chestnut trees
piled themselves above it in massed somnolence. The roses were open to
the very heart, fainting in their own fragrance; and around them the dim
lavender-hedges still bore white butterflies upon their spear-tips. The
weeping beech flowed downwards, a full green fountain, whispering
silkily. Forms, lights, colours vibrated, burned, ached, leapt with
excess of life. The house was wide open at every door and window; and
Mamma, going up the steps with a basket of flowers, paused and drew up
the striped Venetian blind.
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For hours, it seemed, they had not spoken a word. The paddle fell now
and again upon the water with a light musical clash, like the sound of
the shattering of thinnest crystal. Now and again the moving blade woke
the water to a rich and secret murmur; as if a voice half woke out of
sleep to speak a tender word; then swooned into sleep again.
She saw his arm move and glimmer; his form was just discernible in the
stern of the boat, shoulders bowed forward, head motionless. Once or
twice he started to whistle a fragment of tune, and then was silent
again.
She lay among cushions in the bows, and watched the dark yellow moon
rise, bare of clouds, behind the poplar trees. The night was heavy and
still.
The canoe slipped down towards the islands. Then she would move, if her
limbs still remembered how to move: he would give her a hand to help her
out and they would stand among the little willows and whisper together.
Mamma was fast asleep at home, her alien spirit lapped in
unconsciousness. Her dreams would not divine that her daughter had
stolen out to meet a lover.
And next door also they slept unawares, while one of them broke from the
circle and came alone to clasp a stranger.
The boat hissed suddenly among willows, and came to rest against a
shallow bank. The clustering thin light blades of the willow-leaves fell
over them as they stepped out, bit them with infinitesimal teeth.
She followed him without will, or conscious movement, through nettles
and long grass, to a clearing among the bushes, in the middle of the
leafy little mound which was the island. In the old days they had often
picnicked here, and thought the minute patch of earth a whole world and
made themselves kings and queens of it. They had gathered blackberries
from these low bushes in the hot sun; and come home again with purple
mouths and fingers.
Now the little boy Roddy was this tall man whose shoulder touching hers
was more bewildering than the moon-rise; whose head above hers was a
barrier blocking out the world.
They stood side by side. He turned to her and whispered:
‘Well, Judy?’
‘Oh, Roddy!...’
‘Judy, I’m going to say good-bye to you here.’ His voice was low, grave,
distinct.
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