Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
‘I must, Martin. There’ll be such a lot to see to. I must go as soon as
I possibly can. I ought to go to-night.’
The sooner she was out of the house the better.
‘You couldn’t possibly get there to-night by train. It’s such a beastly
journey.’ He was struck with an idea and his face cleared a little. ‘I
tell you what. Wait till after dinner and I’ll drive you back. If we
started about eleven we’d be at your home soon after daybreak. Do, Judy,
do. It’d be a marvellous drive. And I’ll break in on Mariella and cadge
some breakfast. There’s so much to talk about. And if you’re going
abroad we shan’t see each other for weeks. It’s most infernally
disappointing, isn’t it?’
She agreed that it was. But as for the drive, that would be a marvellous
arrangement. If Martin would send a wire to tell Mamma to leave the
front door key under the mat, she would go and explain to his mother. As
she left him, her heart felt almost light. Perhaps she could manage to
wriggle out and escape now, after all.
7
Martin’s mother stood on tiptoe to kiss her good-bye, while Martin went
to fetch the car.
Her box was ready in the hall. She had given a last glance through the
open dining-room door at the family portraits. She had been thankful to
find them few and devoid of the likenesses she dreaded. They were just
anybody’s respectable family portraits. Of the dead sister there was no
likeness.
Martin’s little sitting-room, with its photograph on the mantelpiece of
a solemn Roddy in Eton clothes, its cricket groups including Roddy in
flannels and a blazer, its painted green fire-screen decorated by Roddy
with strange figures--that had been far more terrifying. She would not
have to sit there now and look at Martin’s photograph and scrap albums,
as he had suggested.
‘I’m sorry you must go,’ said his mother, charming and abstracted.
‘I’m sorry too.’
‘But,’ she said gaily, ‘what a delightful idea, to drive through the
night. Martin loves it, you know. I often hear him going off on a lovely
night like this. Funny boy.... His horn sounds so dreadfully lonely it
makes me want to cry. He likes to have a companion. I used to go with
him sometimes, but I’ve had to give it up. I feel too old next day.’
She smiled sweetly; and suddenly, standing above her and seeing her so
small and ageing, Judith felt no longer the great barrier of difference
of generation, but the basic intimacy of their common sex; and with this
an extreme tenderness and pity. She bent and kissed her--the poor thing,
who must lie flat in her room thriftily husbanding her resources for the
morrow, while she herself, coming thirty years of nights behind her, had
the open dark for friend.
She knew well enough you did not love her son: she trusted you not to
betray him by marrying him. It would be horrible to force her to hate
you ... unthinkable.
Car-wheels grated on the gravel outside, and Martin sounded his horn.
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