Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She bade him good-night in the empty lounge, and went upstairs to the
bedroom’s rose and gilt harshness.
She was going to be Julian’s mistress.... He was sure of her: she had
noted his triumphant eyes and smiling mouth when he said good night....
Perhaps if she had offered to be Roddy’s mistress he would have agreed
with alacrity. He too was not made for matrimony.
She wished suddenly for Martin and sat down and started a letter to him;
gave up after a few sentences, too heavy-minded to think; and went to
bed.
10
The next day was _jour de fête_: there were to be grand balls, carnivals
and exhibition-dancing in all the hotels.
‘We’ll make the round of them, Judy,’ said Julian. ‘And afterwards we’ll
take the car and go up into the hills--shall we?’
And she thanked him and agreed.
He was debonair, gay and gracious: the lines in his face seemed to have
been smoothed out, and the likeness to Charlie was strongly in evidence.
Dreaming ahead, she saw herself reluctantly, helplessly, plunging
further and further into relationship with him. He would not weary of
her soon. When once the thing started, the break with the past would
inevitably be complete. Together they would be reckless, free; together
they would snatch pleasure out of life’s worthlessness; for Julian had
promised faithfully that he was going to give her exactly what she
wanted, that he had learnt precisely how happiness was to be come by,
and would teach her.... She had given him leave to teach her.
Judiciously he absented himself for the day; and she spent the morning
with Mamma, watching all the internally-disordered people pass, cup in
hand up and down the _Place_ from spring to spring; and the afternoon
with Mamma at the dressmaker’s; and the hours between tea and dinner
with Mamma in the hotel-lounge, drearily banishing and recurring to
thoughts of Roddy.
Mamma sent her out to buy a copy of the Continental Daily Mail, which
shrill-voiced women were excitedly advertising in the _Place_. Through
her lorgnette, Mamma scanned the announcement of recent arrivals, the
political outlook, the new French train smash, yawned, remarked that the
holiday season in England seemed marked as usual by murders and drowning
fatalities, yawned again and went upstairs to rest before her
bridge-party.
An hour yet till dinner and nothing to do but sit and think of things.
Idly she picked up the evilly printed sheets. _Triple Boating Tragedy._
Why were they always triple? What must it be like to be relatives and
friends of a triple boating tragedy? But that was a class disaster, like
a charabanc death--not general.
_Sailing Fatality off St. Catherine’s, Isle of Wight._ That was where
Martin and Roddy were yachting. They might have witnessed it. _Tragic
End of Well-known Young Yachtsman._
She had an impulse to put down the paper; but a name caught her eye and
she had to go on reading.
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