Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
After a little while Julian held her as if he had ceased to expect or
desire any response or rhythm from the lumpish wooden body he had to
push. It was no good trying to keep things going much longer.... All
things were coming waveringly to an end. The end would come with her own
voice saying: “Martin has been drowned.” After that there would be a
breaking-up and confusion, a going away to hide.... Not yet.
The dancing competition had started, amid loud laughter and applause.
The couples, gradually thinning out, circled self-consciously. The
little soft-eyed half-caste brother and sister--they were the ones.
Their bodies were lithe and flat and sinuous, their proudly-carried
small heads shone like black water, their eyes and lips were dreamy,
sensual, sad, their limbs made poetry and music as they moved. They
agreed, as prize-winners, to dance an exhibition dance.
Blushing, her teeth sparkling in a smile, she glided from the other end
of the room towards her brother. He gave her his hand, she paused with a
swirl of her long full yellow skirt,--and then they started swaying and
circling together. They whirled; stopped dead; whirled again. He lifted
her in the air and there she hung poised, laughing at him, pointing her
tiny foot, then dropped like a feather and went weaving on.
Oh, let them dance for ever! While they danced, people could die,
gently, easily, as a dancer sinks to earth, without pain to them or
horror to others. Let them dance for ever!... It was over. Hand in hand
they curtsied and bowed, and ran off the floor.
‘That was dancing,’ said Julian. ‘Nobody but each other to dance with,
you see, poor little devils. That’s the way to learn.’
Roddy would have danced with that soft-smiling side-long-glancing little
dancer: he would have made a point of it, not out of pity. Martin would
have left her alone with quiet distaste.
_Then, in a flash, saw the sea try
With savage wrath and efforts wild
To smash its rocks with a dead child._
To smash its rocks with Martin.
Everybody was very gay now. Through the smoke, all the eyes and mouths
laughed, excited with wine and dancing. Balloons and favours waved; the
band blared. The musicians donned false noses and moustaches and stood
up, leaping and shouting.
_Oh, this place is Hell!_
Yes, Hell. Grimacing faces, obscene bodies, chattering parrot and
monkey voices; Hell’s musicians, with vicious tunes and features dark
with unmentionable evil....
The lights were dimmed, the floor cleared. A dancing girl leapt into the
middle of the space, throwing flowers. Her white ballet skirts spun
mistily. The lights were extinguished altogether, and you saw that the
outline of her bodice and her skirts, her shoe-buckles and the star on
her forehead had been painted with luminous paint; so that now she was
three stars and some circles and loops of light, wheeling fantastically
in the dark.
Now was the time to slip out. Julian would not notice.
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