Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Better not to go down among them all, safer to stay here in the quiet
with Julian. She lingered, looking back in doubt and loneliness; but
this time he did not tell her to stay. The muffled shining of the lamp
filled the room, flowed over his form, his forehead bowed, drowsy and
meditative, one great shoulder curving forward to support the white
bundle lying against it. His pose suggested the something in him which
it was hard to name,--a kind of beauty and nobility a little twisted.
Close beside his narrow bed stood Peter’s cot, and Peter’s two plush
animals lay upon the pillow.
Softly she closed the door upon that strange pair. If Mariella had seen
them, would her face have changed?
Downstairs again.
It would not be Roddy who would offer to take her home. She saw in one
glance that he had finished with her for to-night: he leaned against the
mantelpiece, and Tony, beside him, had an arm about his shoulders; and
Tony’s eyes, coldly upon her, said he was not for her. Something licked
sickeningly at her heart: it was necessary to be jealous of the young
poet Tony; for he was jealous of her. To her good-night Roddy replied
with chilling mock-formal politeness, bowing his head, laughing at her.
Martin put her cloak about her shoulders with reverent hands, and they
went out.
The night was dark. All the blossoming things of earth were hidden, and
the fragrances abroad seemed shaken from the stars that flowered and
clustered profusely in the arching bows of the sky. They were back at
her garden-gate. Above it rose a faint broken shadow where, by day,
lilac and laburnum poured over in a wild maze to the lane. But when they
came to the cherry-tree they found it still glimmering faintly,--a
cloud, a ghost.
Judith stretched up a hand and picked a scrap of cherry and held it out
to Martin.
‘That’s the secret of it all, I do think. Cherry blossom grows from the
seeds of enchantment. Keep it and wish and you’ll have your heart’s
desire. Wish, Martin.’
He snatched it and her hand with it. They waited. He held the spray and
clutched her hand, sighed and said nothing. Their forms were shadows
just outlined against the luminous tree.
‘What were you going to say?’ she whispered.
‘I--don’t know.’
‘No wishes?’
‘Too many.’
He was lost,--caught away, spell-bound, lost.
‘What a night! Isn’t it, Martin?’
‘It’s the very devil.’
‘I don’t feel a bit like myself, do you? There’s some sort of queerness
about,--magic. Or is it just being young, do you think?’
‘Perhaps.’
‘Don’t let’s ever be old. Could you bear it?’
‘I shouldn’t like it.’
‘Well wish that. Wish never to be old.’
Silence.
‘No,’ he said at last. He held her hand still and bent his head,
twisting his bit of cherry. His voice came huskily: ‘I’ve wished
something else.’
Gently she drew her hand away. She must run away quickly from whatever
was happening: no emotional conflict with Martin must thrust across and
confuse the path where all was prepared for one alone.
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