Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
That was where she should be humbly sitting, among those quieter heads,
right at the end. There was a light there, flashing about: the tail of
her eye had already caught it several times. She looked more closely. It
was somebody’s fair head, so fiercely alive that it seemed delicately to
light the air around it: a vivacious emphatic head, turning and nodding;
below it a white neck and shoulder, generously modelled, leaned across
the table. Then the face came round suddenly, all curves, the wide mouth
laughing, warm-coloured.... It made you think of warm fruit,--peaches
and nectarines mellowed in the sun. It seemed to look at Judith with
sudden eager attention and then to smile. The eyes were meeting her own,
inquiring deeply.
‘Who’s that?’ said Judith excitedly, forgetful of her position.
‘Oh, one of the freshers. I don’t know her name.’
Her name, her very name would be sure to have the sun on it.
All at once Judith found courage to eat her pudding.
Another scraping of chairs, and they were all on their feet. Someone,
highly flushed, flew to the door at the edge of the däis and wrenched it
open, holding it back while the Mighty streamed slowly out. They were
gone. The girl returned, even more highly flushed.
‘My dears! _Do_ you think they saw me giggling? Bunny, you _were_ a
beast to make me giggle! Did I do it all right? I thought I’d never get
it open in time. Miss Thompson looked _so_ severe: but did you see what
a sweet smile I got from Miss Ingram? Oh, what an experience! Hold me up
someone.’
Willing hands supported her limp form. The roar broke out again, pouring
out of Hall along the corridors.
Judith went back to her room and sat by the window. Outside, the dusk
was chill and deep. The treetops were all round her window. It was like
being in a nest, to sit here with all the highest boughs swirling round
the pane. If only the corridors did not echo with high voices and
strange feet, if only you could forget the carpet, if only you could
turn round and see Martin--(not Roddy--he was too unreal a memory to
bring consolation) it might be possible to be comforted.
The feet were less frequent now, the voices quieter. What were the
mysterious animals doing? The vast building was full of them, streaming
in and out of their burrows, busy with their strange separate affairs.
Night, dropping across the flat fields of Cambridgeshire had blotted out
a dim west slashed with fire. The tree trunks threw up their branches in
a stiff black net and caught a few stars.
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