Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
‘I should say we will. A thing’s much less bloody if you can talk about
its bloodiness to someone else. Do you mind the word bloody? I noticed
you flinched. It’s all a question of habit.’ She revived--‘Christ! To
think only a few days ago I was stalking in Scotland with my angel
cousins! It’s a very broadening thing for a young girl to have
boy-cousins of her own age. I’m indebted to them for a lot of useful
information--about sex and one thing and another. One of them gave me a
bottle of champagne as a parting present. We’ve been drinking it--out of
tooth glasses. Ugh! I dare say I’m a little tight. Don’t you think so?
One’s got to do something.... I’d offer you some, but I’m afraid the
swine finished it. The bottle’s in the cupboard.’ She climbed over a
trunk, opened the cupboard door and looked in. ‘As I thought. Not a
drop....’
There was a silence. She lit a cigarette, formed her full and vivid lips
into an O and struggled painstakingly with smoke-rings.
The suddenness, thought Judith--the sureness, the excitement!...
glorious, glorious creature of warmth and colour! Her blue eyes had a
wild brilliance between their thick lashes: they flew and paused,
stared, flew again.... Oh, Jennifer!...
‘Isn’t it awful,’ said Jennifer, ‘to have enlightened parents? They
never ask you whether you care to be enlightened too, but offer you up
from the age of ten onwards as a living sacrifice to examiners. And
_then_ they expect you to be grateful. Hmm!’ She glowered at the
photographs of a pleasant-looking couple on the mantelpiece. ‘God! I’m
tired. Give me a hand out of this trunk, and I’ll get to bed.’
She struggled up, slipped off her dressing gown and stood revealed in
striped silk pyjamas.
‘Too late for my exercises to-night,’ she said. ‘Are you keen on muscle?
It’s more womanly not to be. I’ve over-developed mine. I can lend you a
book called “How to Keep Fit” with pictures of young men in loin-cloths.
You look wiry. Can you run?’
‘Yes--and climb----’ said Judith excitedly.
‘Oh!... I can’t imagine you doing anything except wander about looking
innocent and bewildered. We might have some tests to-morrow!’
She went to the window, opened it wide and leaned out. Judith came and
stood beside her. The night was still, dark and starry.
‘The grounds are beautiful,’ murmured Judith.
‘Yes--great trees----’ she murmured softly back. ‘And nightingales, I
believe, in spring.’
‘Nightingales....’
‘Oh, there’s lots of things to look forward to,’ said Jennifer, turning
round and smiling full at Judith. Their eyes sparkled and flashed:
sympathy flowed like an electric current between them. She went on:
‘Oh Lord! Look at my bedroom. I’ll just clear a space and sleep among
the wreckage. Won’t my gyp be pleased? It’s best to begin as I shall
certainly go on, so I’ll leave it to her. She’ll like it as soon as I’ve
won her heart.... Good night, Judith. I must tell you most people call
me Jane.’
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