Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The garden, the river, the children next door were far away. Sometimes
when you listened, there was nothing to be heard, not even Roddy;
sometimes the bird-calls, the wet green scatters of buds, the flowering
cherry-tree; sometimes the sunny mown lawn in stripes, the red rambler
clouds heavy on the hot wall; sometimes the mists, the bloom on the
clouds, the fallen yellow leaves in the dew; sometimes the rooks rocking
in the blown treetops, the strong dark bewildering pattern of bare
branches swirling across the sky, the tragic light crying out for a
moment at sunset, haggard through torn clouds, then drowned again:
sometimes these moved in their seasons through the garden so faintly
behind your shut eyes they stirred no pang. Sometimes the silent group
waiting in the darkness by the river had vanished as if they had been
childish things put away.
Time flowed imperceptibly, casting up trifles here and there upon its
banks.
3
King’s Chapel at Evensong. The coloured windows faded gradually out:
only a twilight blue was left beneath the roof: and that died too.
Then, only the double rows of candle-flames gave light, pointing and
floating above the immemorial shadows of the floor and the shadows of
benches and the shadowed faces of old men and youths. Hushed prayer
echoed; and the long rolling organ-waves rose and fell, half-drowning
the singing and setting it free again. All was muffled, flickering,
submerged deep under cloudy water. Jennifer sat there motionless,
wistful-eyed and unconscious, neither kneeling nor standing with others,
but leaning rigidly back with eyes fixed and brilliant.
And afterwards came the emerging into a strange town swallowed up in
mist. White surprising faces glimmered and vanished under the lamps. The
buildings loomed formlessly in the dense sky, picked out by dimly-lit
windows, and forlorn lanterns in the gateways. The life of Cambridge was
thickly enshrouded; but under the folds you felt it stir more buoyantly
than ever, with sudden laughter and talk dropping from the windows,
weighing oddly in the air: as if the town were encouraging her children
to sleep by drawing the curtain; while they, very lively at bedtime,
went on playing behind it.
4
The lecture room window-pane was full of treetops--a whirl and sweep of
black twigs on the sky. The room swam and shone in a faint translucent
flood; and a bird called on three wild enquiring notes. These skies of
February twilights had primroses in them, and floods; and with the
primroses, a thought of green.
The small creakings, breathings and shufflings of the lecture room went
on. The men: rows of heads of young looking hair; bored restless
shoulders hunched beneath their gowns; sprawling grey flannel legs. The
women: attentive rather anxious faces under their injudicious hats;
well-behaved backs; hands writing, writing. Clods, all of them, stones,
worse than senseless things.
The lecturer thought smoothly aloud, not caring who besides himself
listened to him.
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