American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
He felt deeply for him, and it was a very trying moment for even the
noblest nature.
“Yes, yes!” Paul Tressalia said, and then bowed his head upon his breast
and sat apparently lost in thought for many minutes.
The Hon. Archibald Faxon regarded them in astonishment. He had not
supposed that either knew anything personally of the other until this
moment, and never dreamed of the romance so closely woven into their
lives.
“Mr. Wayne,” Paul Tressalia said at last, lifting his face, which seemed
to have grown suddenly old, and turning it full upon Earle, “will you
allow me a few hours in which to think this matter over alone before we
talk further upon it?”
He was nearly unmanned and crushed beneath this avalanche of stern facts
and bitter trouble which had come so suddenly upon him, and he must be
alone for awhile, or he knew he should break down utterly.
“Certainly, as long as you like,” Earle said, with hearty kindness,
adding: “I have no desire to inconvenience you in any way. Take a week,
a month, or even longer, if you wish, and I will meet you again at any
place and time you see fit to designate.”
“Thank you; you are very kind; and if you have no other engagement for
to-day, I will give you my decision this afternoon. Meantime, the horses
and carriages in the stables are at your service. You can go over the
estate, or occupy yourselves in any way agreeable to you,” Paul
Tressalia replied, with grave courtesy.
He arose, gathered up the papers the lawyer had brought, then, with a
bow to both gentlemen, withdrew from the room and sought his private
apartments.
Once there, and all doors securely locked, his firmness deserted him
utterly.
“_Can_ I bear it?” he groaned, sinking into a chair and dropping his
head upon the table. “Can I _ever_ bear it, that she should be his wife?
I must, for she loves him, and though to lose her rends my soul, yet _I_
love _her_ so well that to see her happy I would not shrink from any
suffering however great. But can I bear to lose all _this_, and have him
here at Wycliffe, where _I_ had hoped to bring her as its mistress and
_my_ wife? I _cannot_ bear it!” he cried aloud, beating the air wildly
with his hands, his face convulsed with pain. “I was proud of my
inheritance,” he went on; “I was proud of my name and position, and
hoped to rule wisely and well over the trust committed to my care. _Can
I give it up?_ I had hoped to make the proud name I bear even more
honorable and revered; I had hoped to make it, wherever it was uttered,
the synonym for virtue, truth, and probity. Must I surrender all these
aspirations, and calmly lay down every ambitious desire. _If_ I yield,
_he_ will marry _her_ at once, and bring her here. She will indeed be
mistress of Wycliffe; but, oh! how differently from what I wished! I
_cannot_ bear it!”
He sprang to his feet and paced back and forth, fighting his agony and
rebellious heart as only men of his character can fight and suffer.
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