American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
At the sight of his suffering, woman-like, she forgot her own in a
measure.
She put up her hot hand and laid it caressingly against his cheek, and
cried:
“Earle—Earle—don’t! _I_ cannot bear it if _you_ give way so. God will
help us; He will send no more upon us than He is willing to give us
strength to bear. But, oh!” she added, wildly, “that I should have to
call _such_ a man _father_.”
“My darling, that is a sorrow that we share in common,” Earle answered,
with an effort at self-control.
“I am glad mamma is dead. I am glad Uncle Richard is dead. How could
they have borne this?” Editha moaned.
“Your Uncle Richard would have counseled us what to do, dear; he would
have been a help to us,” Earle replied, feeling deeply the need of such
a friend as Richard Forrester would have been.
“I believe he would have killed papa if he had lived to know of all
this. I have been told that his temper was fearful when once aroused,”
Editha said, with a shudder.
“He is not here, and we must take counsel of each other. My darling we
have some stern facts to look in the face. All——”
His courage failed him for the moment, and it seemed as if his reason
was forsaking him.
After a while he went on:
“All our former hopes are crushed and destroyed. Oh, why were we ever
permitted to love each other as we have done, only to suffer thus? But,
Editha, I cannot—I do not feel that I ought to go back and leave you
here with _him_. Will you come with me to Wycliffe and share my
home—your _brother’s_ home?”
She put him away from her with a gesture of despair.
A cry of bitterness rang through the room, and then, as if all power of
self-control had deserted her, she cried out:
“No, _no_, NO! Earle, how can you torture me with such a proposal? Go
away—hide from me—put the sea between us, until—_until I can learn to
love you less_.”
And the poor, tired, almost bursting heart found relief in a flood of
scalding tears.
Earle was glad to see her weep, though every word had been fresh torture
to him. He did not check her, but only knelt by her, gently smoothing
her shining hair, and wishing he could have borne all this great grief
alone.
How could he bear to leave her? How could he put the ocean between them!
How could he bear to let long years go by and not look upon her face,
perhaps _never_ see her again? She would not be happy with her father,
he knew, after what she had learned to-day. She had no other friends to
whom to go, and what would become of her?
She repelled the idea of making Wycliffe her home, where she would be
obliged to see him every day, and strive to conquer the love which now
she had no right to give him. And his own heart told him that it would
be a burden too heavy for either of them to bear.
Something told him that he could never love her after the quiet fashion
of a brother. His heart had gone out to her in the first strong, deep
passion of his manhood, and he could no more control it than he could
control the wind that blew.
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