American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
“You’re a gentleman, sir, every inch of you,” he went on, after a few
minutes of awkward silence. “I’ve heard charity preached about no end of
times, and never knew what it meant before. I suppose you won’t believe
it, or think I am capable of feeling it, but I do—I feel mean clear
through, though I never would have owned to it before. Here I’ve been
for three months and more, making a deal of trouble, being waited upon
by your servants as if I was a prince, drinking your wine, and eating
all sorts of nice things that I never thought to taste, while you’ve
tended me until you’re nigh about worn out yourself. I tell you I
feel—mean! There, it’s out—I couldn’t hold it any longer; and if I have
to wear a ball and chain all the rest of my life, I shall feel better to
think I’ve said it; and I shall never forget to my dying day that there
was one man in the world who was willing to do a kindness to his worst
enemy.”
He had assumed a roughness of tone that had been unusual for the last
few weeks, but Earle knew it was done to cover his emotion.
It was evident that he felt every word he uttered, and that the
confession had cost him a great effort, as his nervousness and pallor
testified.
It was apparent also that he expected no mercy, as his reference to
Botany Bay and the ball and chain plainly showed. Earle pitied him
during his long siege of suffering.
He was a man of no small amount of intelligence, and had evidently
received a moderately good education before he began his career of
crime, and if he had started right in life he would, no doubt, have made
a smart man.
Earle had as yet come to no definite decision as to what course he
should pursue regarding him when he should fully recover, and he could
not bear to think of it even now.
He knew that his sentence, if tried and found guilty, would be a very
severe one, and his own sad experience naturally made him incline to the
side of mercy.
“But, Tom, whatever you may have been in the past, I do not consider
that you are my enemy now,” he said, kindly, when he had concluded his
excited speech.
“But I _am_, sir. I have done you the worst wrong a man can do
another—I’ve wronged you in _every_ way—I’m a wretch, and whatever they
do with me, it’ll serve me right, and I’ll never open my lips,” he said,
excitedly.
“Yes, you have wronged me, and I have suffered in your stead the worst
disgrace that a man can suffer. But that is all past now; my innocence
has been established, and no shadow of sin rests on my name—John Loker’s
confession accomplished that.”
“But, sir, it could not give you back those three years of your life
that—that you lost; you——”
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