American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
Tom Drake dropped his face upon his hands to hide the humility and
reverence he could not speak, and the tears he could not stay and was
ashamed to show.
Earle Wayne’s enemy was utterly routed at last; he had stormed a citadel
by a method of warfare hitherto untried, and it lay in ruins at his
feet.
“I—I’m afraid I do not quite understand. You will not have me arrested
or tried—I am to be a free man?” Tom Drake breathed, in low, suppressed
tones.
“No; if you are sentenced to drag out a weary term of years as a
convict, you would become discouraged, and be ready for almost any
desperate deed if you should live to return; and, Tom, I have come to
believe that you would really like to lead a different life from what
your past has been.”
“I would, sir, I would; but I never should have thought of it but for
you—but for that bullet. It was indeed, as you said, a ‘blessing in
disguise,’” he said, weakly but earnestly.
Earle smiled his rare, luminous smile, then said, gravely:
“Then I will help you all I can; but you must do your share also; it
cannot be done in a moment, and you must not get disheartened. It will
be something like this wound of yours; sin, like the bullet, has entered
deep—the disease lies deep, and only the most rigid and skilful
handling, with patient endurance, will work the cure.”
He did not preach him a long sermon on human depravity, original sin,
and the wrath of God.
This little warning was all he then gave, hoping by practical
illustration to draw him by and by nearer to the Divine Master whose
commands he was endeavoring to obey.
“And you—you make no account of anything? You forgive all those three
years—the harm to the girl? _How can you?_” and the man lifted his
earnest, wondering eyes to the grand face at his side.
“Yes, Tom, I can forgive it all,” Earle said; but his face grew pale and
a trifle pained at the remembrance of all that those words called up;
“and I shall feel that the experience was not in vain if _you_ do not
disappoint my expectations. If you will faithfully and honestly strive
to overcome whatever there is of evil within you, or whatever may tempt
you in the future, I shall feel that your character reclaimed is the
‘good’ that has come out of my ‘sorrow.’ Tom, will you strive to make an
honest man, God’s noblest work, of yourself? I want your promise.”
“Sir, from the bottom of my heart I’d _like_ to be an honest man,
but—I’m afraid I can’t stand it,” he said, huskily.
“Can’t stand what, Tom?” Earle asked, with a look of perplexity and
anxiety.
Were the temptations and habits of the old life so strong that he could
not relinquish or overcome them?
“I feel as if a millstone had crushed me; I’m afraid I can’t stand it to
face you day after day, with the memory of all I’ve done staring me in
the face.”
Earle’s face lighted—this was the best proof he had had of the man’s
sincerity.
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