New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Romans à clef; Spouses -- Fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
Eva cried in a sudden high excitement: “So you--and Nick--are trying
with all your might to push me down to a question of that sort? I see
what----”
Mrs. Van Suydam continued as if she had not been interrupted. “From now
on, you will find that my son feels for you the variety of love that a
man thinks he feels for his mistress.” The wealth of disdain which she
contrived to inject into this sentence was in its way a masterpiece.
“I see what the question is: it’s whether I shall be harnessed! It’s
whether I will submit to being harnessed! It’s whether I will meekly
agree to demand no more chances than women had in the Middle Ages.
I--to be no better than they!” The push of her clipped words made it
a sheer impossibility to interrupt; I fancied that the elderly lady
must be sitting aghast. “What do you think my friends would say, if
you did this to me? What do you think would be the eventual verdict of
the world, if Eva Litchfield were fetching and carrying and bearing
children for the Van Suydams?” She laughed shortly.
Mrs. Van Suydam then laughed also, shortly, almost viciously, with
hatred. “It’s the choice that has always existed, you young fool:
the choice between the women men marry and the women they make their
mistresses.”
I was enthralled by this contrast between the exaggerations of the
generations at war; and it occurred to me--and so amused me that I
caught myself just before I chuckled--that Eva’s child, if she had had
it, would have been hard put to it to discover a real right course
which should also be diametrically opposed to his mother and at the
same time his grandmother. The poor generations, on their hunt for
novelty!
I heard Eva’s rapid, light footsteps. In her stride up and down the
room--up and down, caged--she was almost running, with frenzy. She
flung at the elderly lady: “By your creed, the woman with brains is to
give up, if she’s so unfortunate as to fall in love?”
Mrs. Van Suydam’s words fell like drops of ice-water. “Those brains are
designed to feed the brain of the unborn child.”
“My God!” Eva whispered. And then again she gasped the two words. I
could not tell whether she laughed, or whether what she considered the
enormity of this had literally taken her breath away. Mrs. Van Suydam
sat in an assured silence. In order not to break this silence by my
own convulsive merriment, I turned and pressed my face to the window
pane. I looked down on teaming life. The inevitable hurdy-gurdy of all
home crises in New York ground out, gaily and inconsequentially, an
Italian love song. The call of the bird to its mate, the man to his
sweetheart: the duet to the child--the little bird. It was the Trinity
that, behind me in the drawing-room, Mrs. Van Suydam tried to force on
Eva. And I wondered, not for the first time, if these poor creatures
who infested the Square, involved in a struggle to make both ends meet,
knew profounder things than Eva.
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