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He flung me a look of derision. “Nonsense! I was dazzled by her face.”
He spoke, however, with reservations: he was in no mood for tender
confidences. I wanted, as on many occasions I had wanted, to suggest
to him that Spencer Mapes kept his hold on Eva by telling her with his
eyes, and with a carefully dropped word or two, that she was a great
artist; but Nicholas, always disregarding this side of his wife, would
have wanted to say in reply that Mapes was possibly thankful that he
had not to chant this theme eternally, that the daily burden of Eva’s
mental rapacity was not his to shoulder. I ended by reminding myself
that it was an ungrateful task to maneuver between a husband and wife,
and that, with every intention of keeping out of it, I now found myself
much too deeply in it for my comfort and would do well to retreat.
While Nicholas went downstairs to mix a cocktail, I sat relaxed and
regretting that the better man failed to manage a very ordinary
situation. It might, I said to myself, be an instinctive balancing
of the question between this married pair; for Eva, with what she
considered her stern clear judgment, did not believe in Nicholas. I had
heard her tell him “I asked Spencer Mapes what he seriously thinks of
your work----”
Nicholas had said: “That was nice of you. Does the gentleman know
anything about architecture?”
Eva had an exasperating way of turning deaf to interruptions. “He said
that, while he hadn’t heard of you until we married, he had no doubt
but that, with inspiration----”
“Shall we agree,” Nicholas had said pleasantly, “that we don’t, and
never can, understand each other’s aims?”
I said to myself--lying back in Eva’s armchair and hoping to make my
escape before she should bring a scene in with her: “The real trouble
is that neither of them has a vestige of tact. Talk of eugenics! Two
tactless people shouldn’t be permitted to marry.” In this fashion I
tried to be light about it. It was a difficult task: the room carried a
whisper of desertion.
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