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build a city--one man to dream, and build, an entire city! He hummed
to himself, as he did when ideas were fluid light, and not slow lava
which only moved for a short time before hardening. There were dreadful
days when his ideas were murky, black days when he doubted his ability.
To draw--to envision the city of the future--he had needed peace
and a reasonable seclusion, and at the same time he had needed the
gratification of his heart and of his senses; and all of this Eva had
given him, he assured himself as he hurried to the little house. Two
hours before dinner, and after dinner the night ahead; and by tomorrow
he would have his building, perfect, and suitable, modern and yet old
as the world in purity of intention, reduced to black lines on white
paper. He sang, whistled, and hummed through his teeth.
“He was off key,” she explained her subsequent behaviour. “He has no
ear.” She had called out to him: “Have you got to make that noise?”
She was working; in the pauses of his yelping, he must have heard the
clacking of her typewriter running along on a more insistent key.
From any inner joy, she reminded me, she was always quiet as a mouse,
life itself seeming to hang suspended for the work which went well.
But he howled cheap tunes while his charcoal slid over the paper
greasily slinking and sly. “I simply cannot understand how he can do
it!” moaned Eva to me. “It makes me doubt that he will ever be a great
architect.” She had had much ado, she said, to keep from moaning aloud.
And without warning he had come playfully into her study. “Playfully,
mind you! And after having brought me to the verge of collapse!” she
had not glanced up. “Do stay out of here,” she muttered. He mildly
enquired what was the matter. She acknowledged that she then spoke in
a voice sharpened by her fury. “If you don’t stay out of here when
I’m working----!” Bent over her typewriter, she was always cold and
concentrated, and her mouth was rigidly a part of a marble face.
“He came across the room and tipped my chin up,” she told me
indignantly. “When I was working! I said I wished he would keep out of
my sight. I said it over and over because he merely looked at me.”
“Why did he ‘merely look at you’? Was it displeasure? Because, really,
Eva----”
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