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“No! No!” She was impatient at my interruption. “He has a way of
‘merely looking’.” He must have realized that in truth she was not
at the moment thinking of him as a being: he was an accident, of the
weather, of the fading daylight, of the world which persisted in
stinging her. But the unfortunate creature was a man, and he forced
her face back and bent to kiss her. “That--for--your--work!” it seems
he said; she was not clear about it, but she insisted that he said
something banal. She preserved the rigidity of her frozen face when she
leapt to her feet. And this cold face, this pair of eyes that conveyed
no hint of her ever having loved him, brought him to a cool judgment of
her attitude. He said: “So! That’s the way it is!”
She said that she was aware of her face shattering into agony. She
began speaking very rapidly. “You don’t deal in words. You can always
return--at once--to your work. You can pick up that piece of chalk
and go back to your lines. But the word--the right word--it’s always
dodging us; it’s always out of our reach; it’s the elusive essence
of art. My God!” she told me that she broke off with; “everything
intrudes!”
She told me that he was a Dutchman, through and through. “He can’t
possibly fly off his head. He glares. He asked me what I wanted,
anyway? Did I want him to sit in the hall, like a lackey--he would
say that; his mother would have said it--not to speak, not to move,
not to--exist, by Jove!--unless I pressed a button? He wound up by
remarking that I was asking a good deal of him.”
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