New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Romans à clef; Spouses -- Fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
“I’m sorry,” I told her. “I’m making no mystery of it. But I am
getting slants--oh, very different ones, I assure you!--on practically
everything you’ve done since your marriage; I haven’t seen one person
yet who hasn’t at once given their version.”
“I apologize for my repetitions,” she said huffily.
“Oh, don’t! I’m crazy to hear what you noticed at the parties and the
like. You have no idea how fascinating it is, to get all the sides of
the prism.”
She had a divine disposition. I had never known her to sulk. By the
time Mattie had come in with tea for Eva and a cocktail for me, and
Eva had called me a toper and had reminded me that hard liquor ages a
woman, she was ready to go on sweetly with her tale. “And besides,”
she crowed over the others who might have told me the same thing,
“they can’t know what I mean to tell you. Wait and see! I was nervous
about that reception, for I didn’t know how the two crowds--Nick’s and
mine--would get on with each other. And--” with her half-smile--“I
daresay I wanted to make a smashing impression on Nick’s crowd. And
Nick made me frantic by continuing to tell me not to be nervous. I’ll
not deny that I was hateful. I loitered upstairs in the dressing-room
until he came for me; and he began running down the stairs, holding
on to my arm; and he said he was sorry I slipped, but that he had
forgotten I had not run, and slid, down those stairs since I was born.
He may not have intended it, but he was superior about it. Of course I
was furious; and I said I had forgotten to powder my nose and went back
to the dressing-room.”
“Childish, wasn’t it?” I wanted to know.
“Um-m-m. I’m not so sure. I did deeply resent his manner. Looking back
on it, I believe it was his own nervousness. He was more afraid of
his mother’s scolding the nearer he got to it; and he glowered, and
muttered at me to know if I didn’t realize that it was unpardonably
rude to be late at a reception given for one. He said those things
weren’t done, amongst his mother’s friends. What would you have said to
that? I said ‘I’m accustomed to doing as I see fit and letting people
wait for me.’ I was sure he’d take it, and that his mother wouldn’t.
And,” she cried tragically, “he laughed at me! Quite gaily laughed at
me! He got over his bad temper, and stood on the stairs laughing at me.
He said ‘Wait until you see them! Look here, my dear: they haven’t the
remotest--’ Of course I knew what he had intended saying. He had been
about to say that those frumps had never heard of me until I married
him. And after meeting them--and having them try to run my life for me,
with the coolest assumption of omniscience--I can believe it. Their
ignorance, my dear, of what goes on in the world----! Well: I lifted my
eyebrows. But he whispered to me ‘Be a good girl, won’t you? And look
perfectly beautiful, for my sake?’ And I knew that he was dreading what
they would say about me.”
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